Thursday, November 30, 2023
Thursday, November 30, 2023
I'm Autistic. I often find myself trying to convince myself to go anywhere. I have to tell myself that I am going somewhere before I will go anywhere. I hate going anywhere, but I also like being somewhere other than my bedroom.
I'm Autistic. I hate the feel and texture of cotton balls. The thought of squeezing a cotton ball makes me cringe.
I believe. I have Faith.
I have questions. I don't have anyone who I believe would answer these questions truthfully.
How many shades of blue are there?
A long road,
dreams dreamt years ago,
real or imagined
a destination never reached,
people met along the way
nothing left to say
about the things
I dreamt as a child.
A road to somewhere
the end never seen by me,
a road dreamt of
so many nights
as a child,
was it ever real?
I have not been anywhere today.
I am trying to get myself to do something today. Anything.
I feel like watching a movie.
I feel like going back to bed.
I am going to cook dinner.
I will decide what else to do after dinner...
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