Monday, November 20, 2023

- November 20, 2023

I have no idea what to do. I mean I know things I would like to do but I have no idea how to do them with the limited resources that I have available.

I would like to have friends and a boyfriend.

I want a home and a place to create better content.

I want these things, but I have no idea how to obtain them.

There is a flow to music. The music I like to listen to the most. There is a combination of sounds that flow.

I listen to music when I write and it allows me to focus on my writing.

I've been on a spiritual journey that has allowed me to find myself after removing the many layers of lies collected over the years of buying their agenda.

I need to carry a notebook or something with me to write down the jokes I think of when not trying to think of a joke to write here.

I had strange dreams, woke alone again from vivid dreams, and not wanting to get out of bed I remained there until the afternoon.

I went to Walmart and bought a few items including cat litter, for which I had coupons for four free containers of cat litter.

I attended a webinar today. I have a webinar tomorrow.

Thanksgiving is on Thursday.

I have nothing else planned for this week.

I feel you slide into me, your lips pressed against my neck, the night has just begun and I am already on my back watching the curve of your neck as you go further inside of me.

A night remembered, a boy I held between my legs, he pressed himself into me until he flowed inside of me.

I recall the feel of him between my legs, I remember the feel of him against me, I think of the feeling when he finished inside of me.

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