F Jason Whitaker

 Monday, October 31, 2022 (Happy Halloween!) I have no idea what I will do today. I feel like going back to bed and doing nothing. It's supposed to rain today so I'm not going anywhere. I have little hope for things improving. I have no one to turn to for help and no one would help me. The blog post continued on my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 http://Fjasonwhitakerwriter.com  https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://jason29171.wordpress.com/ https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/Z6P9332V8VAW?ref_=wl_share https://spotifyanchor-web.app.link/e/MivKFlbyYsb https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://jasonwhitakerandgrace.wordpress.com https://gurushots.com/jasonwhitaker29171/photos https://www.tiktok.com/@jason29171 video editing: https://youtu.be/-zz6ZQOFQes https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sJ3MSddoSw  https://vimeo.com/240788065 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCJvaILKxZQ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EWaIExlNM-Q  Ben

  Sunday, October 30, 2022 Rain. Strain. Drain. Falling. To see. The empty of my life. I feel the pull of... Continued on my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 http://Fjasonwhitakerwriter.com  https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://jason29171.wordpress.com/ https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/Z6P9332V8VAW?ref_=wl_share https://spotifyanchor-web.app.link/e/MivKFlbyYsb https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://jasonwhitakerandgrace.wordpress.com https://gurushots.com/jasonwhitaker29171/photos https://www.tiktok.com/@jason29171 video editing: https://youtu.be/-zz6ZQOFQes https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sJ3MSddoSw  https://vimeo.com/240788065 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCJvaILKxZQ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EWaIExlNM-Q  Beneath: (3 Versions) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GFLYDs2JzXM https://youtu.be/lDlDWLndZ_A https://youtu.be/O4lf44jh0kk https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ https://www.instagram.com/jason29171/ https:/

Sunday, October 30, 2022 It's been a long day and I have not done much these past two days. I had plans for these past two days but decided to remain home due to the rain forecast. I was not feeling well yesterday and today I have not felt well. The post continued on my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 http://Fjasonwhitakerwriter.com  https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://jason29171.wordpress.com/ https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/Z6P9332V8VAW?ref_=wl_share https://spotifyanchor-web.app.link/e/MivKFlbyYsb https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://jasonwhitakerandgrace.wordpress.com https://gurushots.com/jasonwhitaker29171/photos https://www.tiktok.com/@jason29171 video editing: https://youtu.be/-zz6ZQOFQes https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sJ3MSddoSw  https://vimeo.com/240788065 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCJvaILKxZQ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EWaIExlNM-Q  Beneath: (3 Versions) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v

  Friday, October 28, 2022 Days lost to dreaming, Nights lost to worrying, stories of old told as light flickers. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 http://Fjasonwhitakerwriter.com  https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://jason29171.wordpress.com/ https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/Z6P9332V8VAW?ref_=wl_share https://spotifyanchor-web.app.link/e/MivKFlbyYsb https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://jasonwhitakerandgrace.wordpress.com https://gurushots.com/jasonwhitaker29171/photos https://www.tiktok.com/@jason29171 video editing: https://youtu.be/-zz6ZQOFQes https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sJ3MSddoSw  https://vimeo.com/240788065 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCJvaILKxZQ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EWaIExlNM-Q  Beneath: (3 Versions) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GFLYDs2JzXM https://youtu.be/lDlDWLndZ_A https://youtu.be/O4lf44jh0kk https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ https://www.instagram.com/jason29171/ https://www.instagram.com/f

Friday, October 28, 2022 I went to one place today. I live in a rural area of a rural state. The state I reside in is anti-LGBTQ+ which means I will not be able to find work in my state. Most of the states close to the state in which I reside are anti-LGBTQ+ as well. I would seek help with employment, housing, and other things but there is no person or group, or organization that is willing to help me. I do not know what I am doing today. I am depressed and I feel as though any effort to do anything would be a waste of time. I don't know what to do. Please continue on my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 http://Fjasonwhitakerwriter.com  https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://jason29171.wordpress.com/ https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/Z6P9332V8VAW?ref_=wl_share https://spotifyanchor-web.app.link/e/MivKFlbyYsb https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://jasonwhitakerandgrace.wordpress.com https://gurushots.com/jasonwhitaker

 Thursday, October 27, 2022 I feel the emptiness of now, the feeling of rain against my skin when I was so more aware of the moment I was in, now mute and faded these times are as I drift along to the rhythm of the soundtrack in my mind. http://Fjasonwhitakerwriter.com   https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://jason29171.wordpress.com/ https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/Z6P9332V8VAW?ref_=wl_share https://spotifyanchor-web.app.link/e/MivKFlbyYsb https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://jasonwhitakerandgrace.wordpress.com https://gurushots.com/jasonwhitaker29171/photos https://www.tiktok.com/@jason29171 video editing: https://youtu.be/-zz6ZQOFQes https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sJ3MSddoSw   https://vimeo.com/240788065 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCJvaILKxZQ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EWaIExlNM-Q   Beneath: (3 Versions) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GFLYDs2JzXM https://youtu.be/lDlDWLndZ_A https://youtu.be/O4lf44jh0kk https:/