Poem for Saturday, March 02, 2024

Poem for Saturday, March 02, 2024 I want my dick sucked. I want a cock to suck. I want sex. The thing I do not want is sex with an older man. I do not want sex alone. I want sex in a relationship with one cute fit guy. I remember the first time I sucked a dick and swallowed. I sucked a couple of dicks before that but never finished him. I remember going to a religious place when I was very young. I have no idea what kind of place it was but we sang religious songs. I remember telling someone I'm gay and they acted like I was attracted to all guys. They asked me if I was attracted to an older man working in a gas station. I am not attracted to all guys. It is rare for me to see a guy in person who I find attractive.⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://medi

Friday, March 01, 2024

Friday, March 01, 2024 I have not had sex that often. It has been years since I had sex. Years ago there was a guy I met once. I went to a house in Pasadena. We said a few words to each other when he answered the door. We began kissing. He led me upstairs to a bedroom. Once we were undressed and on the bed, I suck his cock. I do not recall how long I stayed afterward. I wanted him to be my boyfriend. I heard from him after that day but we never met again. Religion? I believe. I knew a guy once who would reach into my shorts and grab my dick. He would squeeze my cock. At the time I was not as fond of him squeezing my penis but now I wish I had someone who would want to touch my cock.⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://www.view

Wednesday, February 28, 2024

Wednesday, February 28, 2024 Most days I feel like doing nothing. Most of the time I like my penis. I have a nice cock. I do not take dick pictures. I do not know where my spiritual journey will take me next. I want a boyfriend. What I mean by this statement: I want a cute fit guy to put my dick into regularly. I'm versatile which means I want his cock in me as well. I want a unique wedding. I want fancy cupcakes and Lego Flowers. I do not want a metal wedding ring.⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠

Wednesday, February 28, 2024

Wednesday, February 28, 2024 Employers want workers with training in certain areas but are unwilling to provide the funds to train people in those areas. If you are required to pay to acquire training to obtain a job then you should be compensated for that training. The training benefits the company more than the worker if the worker is not compensated for that training. I hate talking on the phone. I hate filling out profiles on websites to apply for jobs. I like it best when I can send them my LinkedIn profile. I do not want to input the same information on various sites and have to remember a password for each site. These companies think they need your information and a password for their site just to apply for one job. I should be able to send you my LinkedIn profile without signing up for another website. Religion. Religious. I wanted to type out the words as I consider what these words mean to me now. Do you ever forget how to do something you know how to do

Tuesday, February 27, 2024

 Tuesday, February 27, 2024 I spend so much time thinking about what I should do next... I am certain that no one will consider me whenever I submit to a job opening. The only ones I hear back from are the SCAMs. I grew up being told lies. I grew up not being told the truth. What is a hat?⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠Another Day, Another Podcast⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠

Monday, February 26, 2024

Monday, February 26, 2024 It's Monday. Again. I do not trust people. I have trusted the wrong people too many times to trust people. I do not believe people when they say they will do anything. I believe there is more to life than a building in which people meet once a week claiming to be religious but only using their religion as an excuse to treat people like they are superior to anyone just because they sit in a building once a week. Life is about discovering yourself, but it may not always be easy when people tell you it's wrong to be yourself. I remember when I was figuring out my LGBTQ+ identity. I told people I was gay. People I met at school. I did not tell them when I first met them because I was still discovering my identity. They acted as though I was a different person because I told them I was gay. That was before my realization that I am Genderfluid. I'm Autistic as well. I just forgot what I was planning to write because I became focused on when I told someon