Monday, November 27, 2023

- November 27, 2023

I'm receiving a large amount of emails from companies announcing their Cyber Tuesday sales.

I receive too much junk like this in my email.

I want a boyfriend more now than I have in the past. In the past, it was something I wanted but now I want a boyfriend more than ever.

I have asked a couple of guys to be my boyfriend.

Capitalism is not Christianity. It is in opposition to Christianity.

The "Christianity" you see most often in modern times is not the Christianity of the New Testament.

What most Republicans and other radical groups claim to be "Christianity" is not Christianity. It is a cult. They have their own agenda which is in opposition to Christianity.

It seems as though there has been a sale every month or two these past few months. Was there a time in which Black Friday was the only major sale of the year?

I had strange dreams this morning that I no longer remember. I kept waking up this morning.

I feel tired. I feel like going back to bed.

I am going to a couple of places today, but I have not decided where I will go because I no longer feel up to going to as many places as I was planning.

I want friends and a boyfriend. I want friends to spend time with and friends I can text. I want a boyfriend to share my life with. I want a boyfriend who I can have sex with on a regular basis. I miss sex, but I want a relationship as well.

I want a first career, but it seems like an impossible goal.

I plan to go to a free lunch and a webinar on Wednesday. I have no idea what else I'll do this week.

Running down an empty street

bare feet

only a sheet wrapped around me,

looking for freedom

in the night

right through your garden

sight given to the night

no light to guide me,

I fall into your arms

and you give me all you can