Sunday, November 12, 2023

- November 12, 2023

Last night I could not sleep. I was too warm.

I was in the mood to play with my cock.

I was thinking that I would play with it for a few minutes and then go to sleep.

My cock felt really good in my hand. I have a nice cock. Would you like to feel it?

I finished because I was in this mood. It felt so good when I finished.

Sometimes when I finish I am horny and it feels like a chore to finish.

Sometimes I imagine my cock is not mine and I enjoy the feel of my cock.

Other times I imagine my cock inside of a guy and I enjoy the thought of feeling the guy. The idea of being close to someone and being inside them.

I would like to have a boyfriend so that I do not have to imagine...

I am fascinated by sex and the cis male form. I like browsing photos and videos. I like porn. My main Twitter profile is full of photos and videos I have retweeted featuring nudity and porn. At one time I would never have retweeted nudity or porn but someone once commented that my profile was not gay enough. They said that I did not post Pride content enough. I decided that no one would ever have reason to make a comment like that again.

I like seeing guys have sex. I am fascinated by it. I prefer it when they feature real people who are lovers or friends experimenting.

Do not think of prayer as a formula. There are not a series of magical words to say. Prayer should be a conversation.

I have no self-esteem. I look at myself in the mirror and most of the time I hate what I see. I constantly feel as though I am not good enough.

I look at myself and I think I am fat and useless.

The one thing that I have the most confidence in most of the time is my cock. I have a nice cock. Last night I was playing with it and I was thinking how great it feels in my hand. I was thinking of that one TV show where the guy travels through time and has sex with himself. Last night I decided that I would definitely have sex with myself.

In general, I have no self-esteem. I hate my appearance. I hate my body in general. I think that I am too weird and not good enough. The two areas in which I have some confidence some of the time are my cock and my peach. I like saying peach to refer to it because it sounds better. I like the way cock sounds as well. I like my cock and peach most of the time. I have a nice cock and a nice peach. I need a boyfriend with a nice cock and a nice peach.

I went to the church group this morning. I am considering attending a program at the library this afternoon. I do not know if I will go to the church building this evening.

I plan to go to Krispy Kreme in the morning for the free dozen. I plan to go to the game day program at the library tomorrow evening and the writer's group program on Tuesday evening.

I need a first career soon...

Rain Falls

Time Calls

us to be...

as the birds sing

we begin

with song

and words of prayer...

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