F Jason Whitaker

 Tuesday, October 31, 2023 I want a boyfriend but I do not believe that I will ever have a boyfriend. I want a relationship. I want a boyfriend. I want sex with a boyfriend. I want to cuddle. It is fine to pray for someone but it is better to respond to prayers by doing for others. I have a tendency to overshare. I try not to share so much with strangers. I will share on my blogs things that I would not do with people in real life. I never, almost never, use lube or lotion or anything else when I am alone. I alternate between hands depending on my mood. I want to write more and I need to make time to write more... Do you listen to my daily podcast? ⁠https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photography: https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: https://a.co/d/5htw2lz https://jason29171.substack.com/ ⁠http://Fjasonwhitakerwriter.com ⁠ ⁠https://medium.com/@jason29171⁠ ⁠https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker⁠ ⁠https://www.fjasonphoto.com/⁠ ⁠https://www

 Monday, October 30, 2023 I can spend hours browsing photographs of nude-fit guys. I like looking at the entire them. I like looking at photographs of cocks but only cocks that I find attractive. I do not like huge cocks. Most uncut cocks I am not fond of. I like watching porn. It fascinated me and I like to think of what I would like to do with a boyfriend if I had a boyfriend. If I had a boyfriend I could spend hours just playing with his cock. I like the feel of a cock against my skin. I was invited, at Pride, to a Fall Festival at Washington Street United Methodist church located at 1401 Washington st in the town of Columbia, SC. When I arrived I was confronted by an angry person that told me I was not welcome. I was told that I was not invited to the Fall Festival but the event on the other side of the piece of paper that I was given at Pride, but I was invited to the Fall Festival because I asked the person if I should bring my bike lock. They said the Fall Festival would be outs

 Sunday, October 29, 2023 I like the way my cock looks most of the time. I have times in which I am fascinated by my cock and want to feel it and touch it, other times I do not notice it at all. Steer clear of religious people who want to force their religion upon anyone. I do not laugh out loud often. I have plans this evening and I have not thought about the rest of this week yet. I hope that someday soon people will begin reading my writing. ⁠https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photography: https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: https://a.co/d/5htw2lz https://jason29171.substack.com/ ⁠http://Fjasonwhitakerwriter.com ⁠ ⁠https://medium.com/@jason29171⁠ ⁠https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker⁠ ⁠https://www.fjasonphoto.com/⁠ ⁠https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/Z6P9332V8VAW?ref_=wl_share⁠ ⁠Another Day, Another Podcast⁠ ⁠https://www.buymeacoffee.com/jason29171⁠ ⁠https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠ ⁠https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b

 Saturday, October 28, 2023 I used both hands last night, one on top of the other. I do not know how long my cock is but it's two hands. I want to find a boyfriend but I am afraid of not finding anyone who is attracted to me that I am attracted to... The name of my God is not God. My cock is like an old-fashioned telescope, it is small until it's not. I went to a few places today. I will talk more about it on the Subscriber Version of my podcast. While riding my bike someone blew their horn at me. I showed them my middle finger. Do not blow your horn or yell at me from your vehicle. It could startle me and my reaction could possibly be the middle finger. I have autism and sudden noises... My goal is to work on my writing some each day but some days like tomorrow I will not always have time because I will be very busy with other things. I have some books of poetry I need to finish and post to Amazon. Not that anyone is buying my books on Amazon except for the one pers

 Friday, October 27, 2023 I want a boyfriend. He will need to be someone that I am attracted to and I am comfortable being myself around. I would need to want to have sex with him otherwise we would just be friends. I was in bed this morning. I was on my side and I imagined having a boyfriend. I imagined him being beside me. I thought about him sliding his cock into me from behind. He could kiss my neck as his cock goes deeper into me. Reading a book does not make you queer or trans just like reading the Bible does not make you a Christian. Banning books to prevent people from reading about themselves is naive. Do you ever see a very cute actor and think about his cock? I have watched a few parts of Call Me By Your Name a few times. I can watch him walk away from the camera all day. I hope to get a few things done today. The mirror from Disney Rewards arrived today. I met this one guy a couple of times. It was when I lived in California. I met him online and we met in per

 Thursday, October 26, 2023 I feel uncertain about my future. What do I want my life to be like? I don't know because I don't think there's much reason to imagine my ideal life because I doubt that someone like me would be allowed to have their ideal life. I do not have a type. I like the guys that I like. I do not know if I would date a trans guy. I don't know if I could say who I would date because I would need to know more about them. Just because I am attracted to one person does not mean that I will be attracted to a similar-looking person. It's more than looks for me. I prefer a guy with a cock that is not very big but not very small. I want a boyfriend that would want to talk about the things that I would want to talk about. I would need a boyfriend that would love me as I am. I need a boyfriend that I can get to know and love as they are... If these buildings that claim to be a church were to provide for those in their communities in need then ther