Saturday, November 04, 2023
Saturday, November 04, 2023
I have never had a boyfriend. I have asked guys to be my boyfriend but they were either hetero or said no. I think about a few guys that I had a crush on and I wonder where they are now.
I want a boyfriend to spend most of my time with but I would also need time alone sometimes.
The first time a guy finished in my mouth was with a guy that I was in love with and he was someone that I wanted a relationship with but he turned me down.
I was on my knees, between his legs, in his bedroom. It was salty. I swallowed.
It only happened once with him. We kissed all of the time.
What does it mean to Love?'
I am horrible with names. I usually forget a name a few seconds after hearing it.
Name tags are helpful.
I have had many interesting experiences in my life. Once I pulled out my cock and showed it to a bunch of guys gathered around. They seemed impressed. I am not saying that I have this massive dick. It's not small but it's not giant either. It is small when not aroused. It is also different sizes based on my mood.
I asked a cute guy once if I could see his cock. He took me aside and showed it to me. I wish that I could have done more with his cock.
When I lived in California I would meet guys my age as well as older men but when I came to South Carolina I found myself only meeting older men.
I plan to go to a few places today.
I would like to have a boyfriend but I almost never meet guys who I am attracted to in person.
Books stacked, boxes all around, you brought me here, after dark, your mouth finds me there, I concentrate on somewhere else, I want to finish but it is not happening, I never imagined being there with an older man, I never imagined my cock in his mouth as I try to fill my mind with images of other guys.
It was a time when I was uncertain of everything. You invited me there. I never said no.
Those older men wanted me for a moment then I never heard from them.
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