Wednesday, October 11, 2023

- October 11, 2023

I have stories to tell but no one to hear them.

I once lived with an older man in an apartment in Hollywood. This one night he had bought me a few drinks. We arrived at the apartment. I think it was this night that this event occurred but I am uncertain if it was the night he got me drunk or a night that I was not feeling well. Either way, the situation occurred.

We shared a bedroom but not a bed. I had a fold-out bed.

We walked into the room at the same time. He began helping me undress. I was there but I was not there. I allowed myself to be...

I once was a member of the cult of denominations. I went to that building a few times a week. I rode my bike there and back no matter what the weather was like that day. I rode my bike to that building in the rain and the cold and the heat. I went to...

I have no idea why I find this funny, but here's a moment I recall from my life. I sat in a chair, naked, and the older man that I met outside of the nearby Walgreens sat nearby. This was after he had finished sucking my cock. I was very comfortable being naked. I have no idea why. I sat there and I looked at all of the Nascar stuff he had around the room. I guess it is funny that whenever I think of Nascar I think of that moment.

I have not done much today. An order from Walmart was delivered. I attended a webinar. I do not know what else I will do today.

I have plans this Friday and Saturday and webinars tomorrow and Friday.

I am considering things that I could do today and things I could do in general.

I began writing a story in the Writer's Group program at the library yesterday. I plan to continue that story today with another installment. I do not know what time today I will sit down and write it and I do not know if I will finish the story today or continue the story tomorrow. I do not know how long the story will be or whether or not I will finish the story.

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