Friday, October 13, 2023

- October 13, 2023

I have a dream of owning a small production company and studio with a backlot and sound stages. On the property would be buildings. There would be a motel that could house the cast and crew of productions. There would be a small building that would deal with craft services and catering. There would be a building for post-production. There would be a building with offices including writer's rooms. There would be a tiny house community for long-term housing. All of the areas of the property would be utilized as locations for productions. I would live on the property. I would also have space for a photography studio. There would be space for social media content creation including space for interviews podcasts and vlogs. Within the property, there would be limited vehicle access. I have no idea if I will ever be able to achieve this goal.

I am trying to be determined. I am attempting to break free from my doubt and be the full me. I hope to do more with my life and do more each day than just dream and regret.

I recall a time I sat and listened to the lies of the cult of denominations never knowing that one day the Truth would set me free...

I need a space to make people laugh. I need help getting to places where I can do standup comedy and improv.

I feel the empty of these days and nights spent dreaming of a life so many consider their ordinary life. I wonder if anything will ever go right for me. I want nothing more than the ability to be myself and have the best life for me.

The produce pickup was canceled. Tomorrow is the free lunch that occurs most months once a month. I hope to go and pick it up but it could rain tomorrow.

I hope to do more with my writing and photography videography social media websites and more...

Friday, October 13, 2023

I have not written the second installment of the story. I have no idea when I will do this because I have not figured out where I want to take this story. I have posted it on my Medium.com profile and my Wattpad.com profile. I posted it on my Wattpad.com profile as the first part of a series. I hope to continue writing this series but I want to figure out some details first.

I open the door,

sounds everywhere

rush me like a wave.

I walk down the steps

aware of so many things.