Monday, October 30, 2023

- October 30, 2023

Monday, October 30, 2023

I can spend hours browsing photographs of nude-fit guys. I like looking at the entire them. I like looking at photographs of cocks but only cocks that I find attractive. I do not like huge cocks. Most uncut cocks I am not fond of. I like watching porn. It fascinated me and I like to think of what I would like to do with a boyfriend if I had a boyfriend.

If I had a boyfriend I could spend hours just playing with his cock. I like the feel of a cock against my skin.

I was invited, at Pride, to a Fall Festival at Washington Street United Methodist church located at 1401 Washington st in the town of Columbia, SC. When I arrived I was confronted by an angry person that told me I was not welcome. I was told that I was not invited to the Fall Festival but the event on the other side of the piece of paper that I was given at Pride, but I was invited to the Fall Festival because I asked the person if I should bring my bike lock. They said the Fall Festival would be outside and I would not need a lock. I stayed because I did not know what else to do because I had planned to attend this Fall Festival. There were some nice people passing out candy but it was not a Fall Festival. I talked with some of the older people and left with some candy. I was there until the end because I am not good at leaving places.

When someone tells you that you did not experience something you experienced when they were not there when you experienced what you experienced.

I was invited to a Fall Festival by someone at Pride and when I went to this Fall Festival I was told that I was not invited.

Washington Street United Methodist church in the town of Columbia, SC. 1401 Washington st Columbia, SC 29201

When I was at Pride I was invited to a Fall Festival. The location of this Fall Festival was Washington St United Methodist church located in the town of Columbia, SC at 1401 Washington St 29201.

I went yesterday to what I thought would be a Fall Festival. It was not a Fall Festival but people passing out candy. I did not realize it was not a Fall Festival until after an angry person confronted me about riding my bike. I was told that I was not invited to the Fall Festival despite the person at Pride inviting me to the Fall Festival which turned out not to be a Fall Festival. The person who confronted me did not like me for whatever reason. They were an employee of the church. Not the Church because the Church does not have employees.

I am going somewhere tonight but I do not know how to describe it. I will have a ride to this event. I do not know where it will be located.

I have paperwork to fill out but I am overwhelmed by it. I do not know what to write in certain places.

I often become overwhelmed and end up not doing things that I want to do...

I imagine myself sitting down and writing, at times, but then I become overwhelmed by all of the things I could write and all of the things I want to write.

Sometimes when I am writing something like this blog I have so many words in my head waiting to be typed that I begin messing up and things do not always turn out like they appeared in my head.

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