Saturday, October 14, 2023

- October 14, 2023

There were several times in my life when I would meet older men and they would suck my cock. Most of the time I would close my eyes and imagine guys my age or I would watch porn on a television or computer screen. Sometimes I would watch them suck my cock. My cock going in and out of their mouth. A few times I was not able to concentrate enough to finish. I liked the feeling of being sucked and filling their mouth when I did finish.

I met this one older man online a few times who would give me a hand job each time I met with him. I went to his apartment. I stripped. I was on his bed. We would talk. There were movie posters on the walls. He did something involving movie posters. I saw him a few times and then I never heard from him again.

I am circumcised. Does this mean anything to me in regard to religion? NO.

There are times in which I notice my cock more than other times. There have been times that I think, "I have a cock to play with. A toy I play with almost whenever I want. I love to play with my cock, at times, except I am not fond of the mess. I would like to have a boyfriend so that I could play with his cock. There are people that would shame you if you play with cock but I say a cock can be a beautiful thing.

I went to one place today. I went to bed late last night. I feel tired. I also feel horny. If I had a boyfriend we would be in bed.

I have no idea what I will do today. There is one thing I want to do...

When will I continue writing the story? I have no idea. At the I feel tired and horny.

I float,

in my mind,

through time.

I find you rising,

draining,

I'm containing.

We kissed by the Lego ship,

you stripped for a photograph,

your lips parted