Wednesday, October 04, 2023

- October 04, 2023

I rode my bike somewhere yesterday. I passed by a cut guy walking in the opposite direction. I stopped after I passed him and I wondered if I should have stopped and talked to him. It is rare that I see cute guys in person.

I came across a video on Twitter of a cute guy with a beautiful cock. I want a boyfriend with a beautiful cock that I can play with and ride.

It was somewhat strange seeing this one man at the church building when I remember the times he took me to his house to suck my cock. The strange part of it was not that we were in a church building or that he sucked my cock but that he would never want anyone else at that church building to know that he has sucked my cock.

I have made the mistake of allowing older men to suck my cock, in the past, because of several reasons. One is that I was horny. Second, it made me feel wanted. They did not want me when I think about it. They wanted my body. They wanted one part of my body. They wanted my cock. They wanted one moment with me and that was all.

Thinking about this older man that I have spent time within the church buildings prior to him sucking my cock I discovered that he had wanted to suck my cock all that time. It makes me wonder about how he looked at me those years. Did he talk with me because of his desire for me?

I wonder if anyone else has looked at me like that.

I am very aware that my penis is small when not erect. It does grow. I want to say mine is above average. I will not take a photo of it. I have and I would consider showing it to someone in person. I do not have a nickname for my cock. My cock should have a bio.

I rode my bike to a few places yesterday. My penis kept rubbing against the fabric of my underwear as I rode. It felt weird. I kept trying to adjust but it kept bothering me. I felt horny and annoyed at the same time.

I came across a cute guy while riding. I wish that I had stopped and gave him my number. I wonder what his cock looks like. I want a boyfriend. I don't know how I will ever have a boyfriend when I rarely see cute guys in person.

I did a mystery...

Sunday Morning

Sun rising

I'm finding myself here again.

Day begins

the same as

every other...

Flower rising

blooming.

A valley.

My flower...

Sun through window