Monday, October 16, 2023

- October 16, 2023

It would be nice to have a boyfriend and be able to go out and do things with him or just sit and talk.

I often wonder why my penis is so small when not erect and why it looks different at different times. If you want to know what I mean by looking different you will have to use your imagination because I no longer take those kinds of photos of myself.

I have thought about whether or not I am religious...

I have a mood cock. It looks different based on my mood. It's like one of those mood rings I have heard mentioned in movies but have never seen in person.

I was uncertain if I would go anywhere today. I went to the library for the scary book club and Walgreens to pick up the free photo prints that I ordered earlier today.

I feel tired from riding home in the cold.

I feel lonely. I feel like if I had a boyfriend I could be in the mood to have sex or just sit on the sofa and watch Heartstopper again.

I do not know if I will do much more tonight.

Five items that I ordered from Amazon were delivered within the past hour.

There is a coloring program at the library tomorrow and a Halloween origami program at the library Thursday.

I picked up a book on LGBTQ+ and Autism from the library which I plan to begin reading tonight.

I feel like masturbating but I am also tired and I do not want to deal with the mess.

I wish I had a boyfriend to cuddle with...

I was thinking that it would be nice to write plays and produce those plays somewhere. I do not know where to begin.

I plan to write a poem or something on my Medium.com profile.

I want to spend more time writing.

I need to spend more time submitting my writing...