Friday, October 27, 2023

- October 27, 2023

I want a boyfriend. He will need to be someone that I am attracted to and I am comfortable being myself around. I would need to want to have sex with him otherwise we would just be friends.

I was in bed this morning. I was on my side and I imagined having a boyfriend. I imagined him being beside me. I thought about him sliding his cock into me from behind. He could kiss my neck as his cock goes deeper into me.

Reading a book does not make you queer or trans just like reading the Bible does not make you a Christian. Banning books to prevent people from reading about themselves is naive.

Do you ever see a very cute actor and think about his cock? I have watched a few parts of Call Me By Your Name a few times. I can watch him walk away from the camera all day.

I hope to get a few things done today.

The mirror from Disney Rewards arrived today.

I met this one guy a couple of times. It was when I lived in California. I met him online and we met in person at a mall. I was so hard when I saw him. He had some personal issues but he seemed like a nice guy. He was one of the few guys I have met who was not an older man. I think we met a couple of times. We also talked on the phone and on social media. He sucked my cock both times. I liked him. I often wonder what became of him.

I have stories about meeting guys. I met this one guy and we went to an office building. I do not know how to describe the building. We were not inside the building but we were not out in the open either. He was not horrible but I was not attracted to him as much as other guys I have met. He was a security guard at one of the studios.

I am considering going somewhere tomorrow and Sunday.

It may not be clear in my writing how insecure I am. I might come across as confident in my writing but I am not. I have so many issues. I hate my body and my looks. I like my cock. I just do not know if anyone I am attracted to would like my cock.

I like my writing in general but I do not think anyone else likes my writing.

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