Monday, October 23, 2023

- October 23, 2023

I met a couple of older men, Saturday, that I have talked with before. I am uncertain if I was reading them correctly or not but I had this feeling they wanted to suck my cock. I could be wrong. At one time I would have allowed them to suck my cock without hesitation but now I am not certain.

I like having my cock sucked. I like the feeling. I do not know if I want to have my cock sucked by older men anymore.

I have not had sex in years. I often think back to the few times I have been with guys my age, which was when I lived in California, and I wish that I could experience that again.

I wrapped my legs around this one guy as he cock was inside of me. I pulled myself into his cock more because I wanted more of him inside of me. I was very attracted to him.

I was sucking on the cock of this one guy. I was nervous because I have not sucked cock that many times and I was nervous about him cumming in my mouth. I was not certain if I would like him cumming in my mouth but I did. I swallowed all he gave me.

When I am with older men I have to use my imagination and focus. When I am with guys my age I focus on him alone.

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