Wednesday, December 06, 2023

- December 06, 2023

I have met a few guys in my life who I found attractive. I mean that I was attracted to them. I knew when I saw them and spoke with them that I was attracted to them.

I dared to ask a couple of the guys I had met, those I found attractive, to be my boyfriend. One of these guys said no. He was a guy that I did stuff with including kissing. The other guy was hetero.

What do you believe? Why do you believe what you believe?

Some people treat believing as though it were something to be passed down through the generations like a membership to an exclusive country club.

What does a guy expect from you when they send pictures of themself, including nudes, and ask you what you thought of them?

Do they want to know if you are attracted to them and how do you tell them when you're not attracted to them?

I feel the cold of the night like a blanket, eyes drifting toward sleep and dreaming, I feel the time passing as the stars above remind me of the distance traveled.

The night is here, and I am ready. Time to imagine places and people only found when I am sleeping.

The night is here, and I am drifting between real and imagined.

I went to one place today.

I feel tired, and it is late.

I do not know what I am doing tomorrow. I may go somewhere tomorrow, but I will not know until then...

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