Friday, December 08, 2023

- December 08, 2023

I miss living in California. I miss living in Ventura and Oxnard Shores.

I miss riding my bike in Ventur and Oxnard.

I had everything I owned stolen from me at one time. I once had hope for a better life. I once thought that someday I would have a life.

Now, I sit here and wait for nothing because I believe that whatever I do will result in failure.

People use religion to justify so many things. Stop using religion to justify your agendas.

Stop killing in the name of religion. Stop hating in the name of religion.

Provide to those in need in the name of religion. Shelter the homeless in the name of religion. Feed the hungry in the name of religion. Provide medical and dental care to people in the name of religion.

If you want to be religious then you should make a positive impact on the World, not a negative.

I'm Autistic. Sometimes I repeat numbers I see while riding my bike, in my head. I will also double that number, sometimes, and continue to double each number until I become tired of it.

I will also rehearse potential conversations in advance.

I feel a void that was meant to be filled by you.

I imagine a life together, but we have never met.

I have been home all day.

A sticker I ordered arrived today and inside the envelope was a free sticker.

I posted to TikTok today.

I do not know what I will do tonight or tomorrow...

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