Monday, December 18, 2023
Monday, December 18, 2023
Do you ever wonder where the people you have met in your life are now?
I often wonder about the many people I have met during my life.
I always thought that I would have found a first career by now. I am waiting to begin my life.
I should change that to I am beginning my life even if it means making it happen on my own, somehow.
If I ever have a boyfriend and he proposes to me and we get married I will not need an old man in another country approving of our marriage.
The catholic denomination thinks they are the Church.
I see them as I do any of the other denominations.
I am through with listening to their lies.
I'm Autistic. I like the texture of certain fabrics. I like the feel of certain things.
I have noticed how my penis feels different at different times. It also looks different at different times.
It feels different in my hands at different times.
I have been fascinated by my penis for most of my life.
I want a boyfriend because I want a relationship but I also want a boyfriend so I can play with his penis.
I’ve been thinking over all of these years. The tears of so many traumatic years.
I remember being with you all of those nights. Alone in your room, I dreamt of you and I as more than just friends.
Now, these years have parted us, our ways in different directions, never connecting again.
I’ve been dreaming of times gone, and I have dreamt of things that never were, but these dreams were never as good as those nights together those years ago.
I wish I could tell you of all of the ways you changed my life for the better, but I never have the nerve to write you a single word.
Don’t think I ever forgot about you and the times we had those years gone and lost to a fading memory.
Today, I went to Wendy's and Krispy Kreme. I also went to Walgreens and Little Caesars Pizza.
I am considering going to Circle K and Food Lion tomorrow. I will also consider going by CVS.
I have not been feeling well.
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