F Jason Whitaker

 Sunday, December 31, 2023 Today is the last day of 2023. Happy New Year! https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/5htw2lz⁠ ⁠https://jason29171.substack.com/⁠ ⁠⁠http://Fjasonwhitakerwriter.com ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://medium.com/@jason29171⁠⁠ https://www.viewbug.com/member/jason29171 https://neobook.org/jason29171/ ⁠⁠https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker⁠⁠ ⁠https://publicfast.com?deal=jason71⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.fjasonphoto.com/⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/Z6P9332V8VAW?ref_=wl_share⁠⁠ ⁠⁠Another Day, Another Podcast⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://gurushots.com/jasonwhitaker29171/photos⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://youtube.com/@jason29171⁠⁠ video editing: ⁠⁠https://youtu.be/-zz6ZQOFQes⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sJ3MSddoSw ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://vimeo.com/240788065⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www....

 Saturday, December 30, 2023 Pineapple. Pine. Apple. I hate going to crowded stores. Instead of living for an afterlife live your current life to the fullest. I was in Walmart today. I was there grocery shopping. There were so many people. I kept putting things in my cart thinking I only had a small amount. I was surprised by the total when paying. I should have kept track of the total as I placed things in the cart. Autumn night, met beneath a street light. To my room, we went, I was content. On my bed we laid I wish he had stayed but after he finished he left satisfied. I dream of that moment. I imagine the moment. His tip into my peach until the shaft flowed in and out. Legs wrapped around his fit body, I wanted him again while he was still inside of me. Years later I still recall the feeling of him and the feelings I felt with my legs wrapped tightly around him. I went to Circle K for a free bag of potato chip...

 Friday, December 29, 2023 I think back to the times I allowed older men to suck my cock. I met them, most of them, online. I would sit on a chair or couch, a couple times a bed. I would close my eyes. I imagined being with guys my age. I imagined being somewhere else with someone else. It felt good in general. I never liked the feeling afterward. An empty feeling. I wanted something more than an older man sucking my dick. I wanted a relationship with someone I could fall in love with... There were a couple of times in which I was the bottom. They were very cute. I think they were two different guys. I cannot remember what they looked like. I remember that I was very attracted to them.   I like them being inside of me. Those were the only times I wanted their cock inside of me. The other guys I just wanted to get it over with. A couple of those guys were older men. One time I wrapped my legs around the waist of one of the two. I pulled myself into him. I needed him to be ...

Thursday, December 28, 2023 2023 is nearly over. 2024 is almost here. Make a spiritual resolution next year. Seek the Truth. Ask questions. Stop believing the misinformation told to you. When you have no presents to open Christmas is not much different from any other day of the year. It's like my birthday. Just another day. Setting Fun. Evening fun. No need for a pun. run toward the setting sun. The chain on my bike broke today. I have no idea what to do about it. If I could I would buy a new bike. I have a few places to go the next few days including the place I go for free produce. I have no idea what I will do today...   https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/5htw2lz⁠ ⁠https://jason29171.substack.com/⁠ ⁠⁠http://Fjasonwhitakerwriter.com ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://medium.com/@jason29171⁠⁠ https://www.viewbug.com/member/jaso...

 Wednesday, December 27, 2023 What if the tax money collected by the government was used to make the lives of the people better instead of making corporations richer? Companies want people to be better educated but do not want to contribute to the cost involved. Listen to the Spirit speaking to you in dreams. The rich believe in socialism. The big corporations believe in socialism. As long as it benefits them. They do not believe in socialism when it helps the poor. Wake up to the moment. Hear the voices echoing. Let's not sit idle as the powerful continue to abuse us. A shadow like an eclipse. A haunting reminder of a terror from the past. He must not be in power again. I feel powerless. I have nothing to do but shout about the injustices. No one hears my voice. No one hears me when I say we need change now. I went to a few places today. I went to Walgreens. I went to Tropical Smoothie Cafe. I went to Walmart. I went to McAlister...

 Tuesday, December 26, 2023 I sit at my desk, alone, most of the day. I listen to music or watch videos throughout the day but I often sit in silence. I need to go through everything I own and organize it so that I can figure out what I have and what I could get rid of... I believe there is more to life than one book. I believe that a building is just a building. I believe life is more than a waiting period for an afterlife to begin. Penis. Cock. Dick. They come in many sizes and shapes. They taste differently. They feel differently. I find some to be attractive and pleasing to look at while I find others to be gross and something to avoid looking at. I think I would need to see his cock before someone being my boyfriend. It's a multiple-level application process. I don't want to be with the wrong person. Tree fell. Ocean swell. Random shell. Gambler's tell. Show and tell. I followed the sun crossing the sky until past the hills it sank and the...