Thursday, April 18, 2024

- April 18, 2024

It is hot today.

I'm Autistic with ADHD and PTSD.

So many religious people want to force others to "believe" as they "believe" and are willing to hurt people to achieve this goal.

What makes you laugh out loud?

Summer is beginning

hot days and flowers blooming, and a cloudy morning turns to an evening thunderstorm.

Days spent watching the grass and nights watching the sky light up before the rain pours.

I feel the time passing without realizing it passed until it’s Autumn again.

I cannot pretend not to miss him. We had our time together years ago.

I needed you more than you will ever know. I wanted more than you could ever give in return.

Backyard talk and bathroom floor kisses. I once held you in my hand. I once held you in my mouth until your flow filled me. Nothing was spilled.

I think of you often but I imagine you’ve never thought of me once these years since we had our fun together.

It is hot and I feel like doing nothing all day.

I want a boyfriend to have sex with and share my special interests with.

I feel alone all of the time.

I have no plans today or tomorrow.

I am alone in my room dreaming of a boy to be my boyfriend. I have no idea if I will ever meet this guy. I want to hold him close and feel his body next to mine. I want to feel his body inside of mine. I want to place my body inside of his. We could kiss for hours. Watch the latest movies and shows afterward.