Friday, April 05, 2024
Friday, April 05, 2024
One time I met a guy my age thinking that we would only spend time together getting to know each other.
We met one time. We talked.
We kissed. He took off his shirt.
He sucked my dick for a moment. It felt amazing.
I sucked his cock for a moment. It tasted great.
I liked him. I was attracted to him.
I wanted him to be my boyfriend.
I attempted to top him but I had no lube and I was nervous.
I asked him to spend more time with me but he said he was already late.
I never saw him again.
I find it weird. The idea of those older men sucking my cock.
I mean what did they think when they were with me?
What did they think while my cock was in their mouth?
I wonder if any of them wanted more.
I could have given them more since I was not attracted to any of them.
Who I am attracted to is a complex thing.
I need to look at them and feel attracted to them, but I also need to be around them and continue to find them attractive.
I need to hear their voice and see how they behave. I need to know more about them.
I have met guys who were not ugly but I was not attracted to them.
Are you a Christian?
Do you believe that the USA is a Christian nation?
If it is then there should be debt forgiveness for people. People, not corporations.
We should not treat corporations like they are people unless the corporations want to be treated like a person in every way.
Religious groups should never be classified as non-profit organizations if they have business meetings.
Non-profit groups should not be considered non-profit groups if they pay their employees.
There was a time not long ago when I would meet up with an older man who would take me to his house to suck my dick.
One time it was weird.
I sat in his living room as usual.
I pulled my shorts down.
He began playing with my cock.
Suddenly my cock felt weird.
It swelled in a bad way.
It went back to normal after time had passed but I have no idea what happened.
I wonder if it was because he was being too rough with my cock.
He sucked my cock a few times over that time. I think he made my dick swell similar to that one other time.
I imagine if things had been different,
all of those years ago,
and I imagine my life if things had been different.
A time gone is remembered,
recalled in flashes of moments.
I loved your smile.
I loved kissing you…
<Continued on my Patreon>
I have vague memories of my first experience with a guy. I was 7 or 8. He was almost twice my age. He had red hair.
It was the first time I had a penis in my mouth. I had his dick in my mouth...
<Continued on my Patreon>
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