Sunday, April 21, 2024
Sunday, April 21, 2024
I'm Autistic. Memories I have not thought of in years will sometimes return to me while having a sensory experience like smelling a familiar smell connected to that memory.
What would be my ideal date for the first date? Something related to my special interests but not somewhere with a large crowd or a noisy environment. I need to hear his voice. I need to see him. I need to get to know him.
Priest. Preacher. Pastor. Etc.
All of them are the same to me.
They're made-up titles people give themselves thinking that a title makes them superior to anyone.
I like the word cock. Dick is a nice word. Penis sounds like you are a doctor.
I like the feel of a nice cock in my hands.
I hate the mess so I swallow.
I'm finding myself living in the past moments,
times gone but never forgotten,
when I once spent time with others.
He arrived and I was ready.
On my bed, he was above me and in me.
In my mind, I recall the feeling
of his cock sliding into me,
I forgot about everything else
in that moment.
My legs wrapped around him,
I pulled myself deeper onto him,
I could feel him and I wanted every inch of him.
I have lived this moment over and over again
in my mind.
I have wanted to have this moment again so many times.
I'm finding myself wanting moments like the moments
I keep living over and over again in my mind.
Will he ever arrive in my life to fill me?
Will he ever find me and ask me to be his?
I am waiting for a boyfriend to share these nights with
and make me forget these moments lost to time.
I am going to a few places tomorrow.
I am going somewhere on Tuesday and Wednesday.
I am going somewhere on Friday.
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I am eating dinner soon.
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