Wednesday, January 24, 2024

- January 24, 2024

Wednesday, January 24, 2024

I'm Autistic. I have a hard time remembering faces. People often look alike to me. Sometimes I can recognize someone while watching a movie or TV show, and I recognize someone I have seen in another TV show or movie. I can also recognize voices I have heard before while watching movies and TV shows. It helps if I see or hear someone a certain amount of times. It also helps if I like the person.

Most of the time, I do not remember what people look like. When I remember what people look like, it doesn't mean I could ever describe what they look like to anyone.

I'm Autistic and Queer. I find it weird when people find out that I am Queer or Autistic and know someone who is Autistic or Queer. I don't know them.

I am less interested in religion and more interested in experiencing life to the fullest.

I'm Autistic. I'm Queer. When I meet someone new and they find out that I am Autistic and Queer and they tell me about someone they know is Queer or Autistic as though knowing someone Queer or Autistic should have an impact on how I feel about them just for them knowing someone who is Queer or Autistic.

Poem for January 24, 2024

The years have passed, my memories fading, and time has moved from a time I once knew as my everyday life.

I once knew people and went places but faces I do not recall so easily. I met so many people and few meant more than any of the rest.

I recall them now like it was yesterday.

I loved being intimate with these few guys. I miss exploring their bodies and kissing for hours. I miss not being by myself. I miss those few moments I spent beside you, inside of you, you inside of me.

The years have passed, and I often wonder about those I’ve met in my life, and I think about where they are now.

Writing Prompt For Wednesday, January 24, 2024

Write a story with science fiction elements.

It's Wednesday. The day of the week does not mean too much to me since most of my days are the same.

I had strange, vivid, dreams.

I do not know what I will do today or the rest of this week. I try to go day to day and not think too much about the bigger picture because I become overwhelmed by so much information.

I have hopes and dreams but for someone like me to achieve anything would take a miracle. I have no idea what to do because I am uncertain of how I will get anything done.

I am posting more on my social media. I post several podcasts each day. I write several blog posts daily. I plan to do more. I hope that something will come from these things which are a part of my daily routine. If I did not have my daily routine I would do nothing each day.

I do not trust people in general especially whenever they tell me that they are going to do something to help me. I do not believe what people say when they say they will do anything. I have had a few people in my lifetime tell me they are going to do something to help me but I never hear from them again. I have people ask me to help others but no one helps me unless they have an agenda.

I spend the majority of my time alone. I would like some close friends and a boyfriend. I would like to get out and do more than sit at my computer all day.

I have known I am different most of my life but have not always known the labels that make me different. I have been teased and taunted most of my life because I am different.

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