Thursday, January 11, 2024

- January 11, 2024

I'm Autistic. I am finding it difficult to get myself to go anywhere when I imagine going somewhere on my bike in the cold.

I'm Autistic. I have a small bedroom. It is cluttered. I hate the clutter. I often attempt to organize my clutter but then I become overwhelmed and I get almost nothing done.

I doubt your sincerity when you say something, anything. I doubt you when you say you want to help anyone. Religious people say so many things they do not mean.

Why do people cry when they laugh?

A flower planted rising from a green field.

Sun dancing above through the sky.

I often ask why love is so hard to find.

The seconds and minutes passing

as the hope for better days erodes

into despair for those days

I missed out on so much.

It appears as though I will not be going anywhere today. I was planning to get up early and go somewhere today but it was cold this morning so I stayed in bed a little longer. It was cold for me at that moment. There have been times when the temperature this morning would not have been cold to me and I would have gone somewhere.

I need to do some housecleaning today.

I hope to begin making videos for YouTube and TikTok daily.

I have no idea what else I will do today but I am not going anywhere tomorrow due to forecasted thunderstorms.

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