Friday, January 12, 2024

- January 12, 2024

I'm Autistic. I do have skills and abilities that would make me an asset to companies. I do have certain limitations. Will anyone hire me?

I'm Autistic. I know my limitations and I know what I could be good at concerning a potential first career.

My journey is a spiritual journey, not a religious experience.

I do not call a line painted on the edge of a road a bike path. I am on a BMX bike. I am not a car. I will not share the road with cars. I will not ride on the road unless there is no other option and I will try to ride on the grass and dirt whenever possible. I chose not to risk my life because ignorant people do not know that a bicycle is not a car.

I’ve been down so many years of my life, barely able to survive, waiting for better days but each day seems the same.

You never see me, I am always here, you do not ignore me because you do not know I exist.

Love has not found me. I am alone as I have always been.

No one to care about me. No one to see my needs and do anything but offer an empty prayer.

I have no plans to go anywhere today. I am considering going to Whole Foods tomorrow to redeem a couple of coupons for free items.

I am tired. I do not feel like doing anything.

I plan to post new videos on TikTok and YouTube today and each day afterward.

This country is supposed to be so great but I have never seen the proof.

There is no health care in this country. There is insurance.

The level of care and treatment received is based on your wealth. If you are wealthy you have access to life-saving treatment. If you are wealthy you can afford preventative health. If you are not wealthy you cannot afford things that would make your life better. I have not been to a doctor since I was a child. I need to see a dentist. I should eat better. I cannot do these things.

No one is going to hire me for any job. I'm able to work. I have limitations and I know what I could be good at if I were given the opportunity.