Thursday, September 21, 2023

- September 21, 2023

Thursday, September 21, 2023

I look at photos of cute, fit, guys and I imagine their naked bodies next to mine. I imagine their chest. I imagine pulling myself closer to them. I imagine wrapping my legs around his waist. I imagine his cock pressed against my body, his cock between my lips. I imagine the tip of his penis pushing into me as he kisses my neck. I have no interest in older men or a one-time experience. I am interested in a boyfriend who will someday be my partner in marriage.

I remember the experiences I have had and I wish that I could experience some of those things again. I would like to have new experiences as well, experiences I have never had, including having a boyfriend and going on a date.

Imagine if the Church of the Old Testament had not vanished, if it had not been replaced with the Catholic religion and the other denominations. Imagine if people did not call a building the house of god, imagine if a building was not worshipped and called the church, imagine if the Church was the Church instead of a building people sit in once a week to listen to one person talk for an hour. Imagine if the Truth was preached instead of the lies that have been passed down for the past generations.

INT. BOWLING ALLEY — NIGHT

Patrick sits behind the computer for the bowling lane.

PATRICK (INTO CAMERA)

Bowling is the one sport my dad actually participates in.

Edward throws a strike.

PATRICK (INTO CAMERA) (CONT’D)

That’s because it’s the one that he can actually do well.

EDWARD

That’s how you bowl.

Edward gives Sean a high five.

EDWARD (CONT’D)

This season we’re going to dominate the league.

JOAN

And it helps a good cause.

EDWARD

Yeah, great. But the most important thing is that we win.

Sean goes up to bowl.

EDWARD (CONT’D)

No pressure, but if you don’t get a strike you’re walking home.

Sean looks nervously towards Joan.

JOAN

He’s kidding with you.

EDWARD

Sure. Just get a gutter ball and find out how far it is to the house from here.

I am beginning to think that no one will ever purchase my books on Amazon or read my books on Amazon. You can read my books with the Kindle Unlimited service. This proves that I have no friends.

I am going to Starbucks to get a BOGO beverage. I have no idea what I will get.

I am considering redeeming two free flatbreads I have for Tropical Smoothie Cafe as well.

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