F Jason Whitaker

I had some strange dreams. About travel and living. I will not go into detail because the dreams are now fuzzy. I will share that I dreamt about traveling and having a job. I want to travel so much. I hate being stuck here. Where is here? A boring little place. So far from a metropolitan area. So far from a city. So many small towns. The public transit here is horrible. It is so inadequate it should be free. I will continue to apply for jobs, with hopes of having a career someday, but I will not apply to jobs I do not desire. I would not apply to any more jobs but applying gives me a bit of hope. I would not mind having an entry level position in a company that would lead to me doing what I want to do but there are none of these jobs anywhere near me. I have applied to jobs like these in cities like Los Angeles. I applied to be a dishwasher at one of the major studios. I have also applied for a job in the mail room at a major studio. I believe the only thing I can do is have faith and ...

What am I doing with my life? Nothing I hope to change that this year. I plan to work towards producing web series and other video content. I need your help. I need actors and crew, but I also need locations. Anyone willing to help please let me know. I also need financial supporters and backers. I need people that want to help me achieve my dreams. I need help and I hope that you are willing to help. Also, if you know anyone that would be willing to help please share my information with them. I cannot do anything on my own so please consider being a part of what I hope will be a great year.

Today I began writing a story about a boy going to his grandfather's funeral. It's less than 2 pages so far. This is the first story I have written, even if it's not completed, since last year and I hope I will write more often. I plan to meet with actors next month and begin work on a web series. I do not know I will be able to follow through with this or not but I shall try.  It is cold here, maybe not as cold as some places, but cold enough for me to not want to go outside. I hope to do videos sometime this week and edit them into a daily vlog but not sure if it would be worth going out in the cold. I admit that I have been depressed some and this might slow me down but I hope to move forward nonetheless.

I wonder if this will be the year that things really improve for me. Do not read this as not being thankful for what I have but a desire to better myself. I have some photography and video equipment which I did not have last year at this time. My hope is to do more with this equipment. I do not go anywhere and I am never around people my age. There's nothing to do where I live. I do not have a car. I live in a rural state in an area without adequate public transport. I miss living in a city in a developed state. Being in an agricultural state is great for some but not me. I apply to jobs all over the country that I am qualified for but still nothing except a part time, temp, position I had last year. My hope is that this year things will change for the better even with the current president.

So far I have been able to keep my goal of writing a daily blog, though it's only been a few days since starting out, and I am uncertain if I will have enough to write to have a daily blog. Today I am going to Kmart. If you are not a sweepstakes and instant win person (someone that plays instant win games and enters sweepstakes daily) then you may not know about Shop Your Way Rewards . Each day you can play instant win games. You can also enter sweepstakes. There are ways to earn bonus entries for both the sweepstakes and instant win games. From time to time they give "Surprise Points" which can be used. You can win or earn points (by shopping or surprise points) and the points equal a dollar amount that can be used when shopping. I have surprise points for clothing, which I have been given several times over the past few months (in various amounts) which I have used to purchase shirts and pants. I have been fortunate over the past few years to constantly win points so th...

I have yet to edit a video I filmed, yeah I know it's not film, and have not went out again to create anymore video. I know that it would be nice to have a daily vlog, especially if I can find topics enough (read: interesting enough) to share, but I will work towards that goal.\ There are things that I want to do more of but I know it's a matter of sitting down (or standing at times) to do them. I want to reserve the study room at the library and have meetings with actors and crew in the area (if there are any) and work towards producing narrative video like: web series, short films, etc. but I fear that no one will show up, Are you out there? West Columbia? I cannot pay but my hope is to create content we can use to gain exposure for all of us. I plan to do more photography when I am in the mood. Anyone want to help me? I really need help. You can support me at http://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Visit my Photography site . My Linkedin if you're interested.

What is this? Another blog entry? Yes, I know that I have not been writing blogs too much recently, well more like months, but here I am attempting to have a daily blog. I would love to say that I will have a daily vlog like Adam has but I think it's not going to happen. I really do not know what to do to justify having a daily vlog, not that it won't happen, but it's the fact that I do not have a car that will limit how far I can travel to film my vlogs. I will film, attempt to film, several short vlogs each time I go out. If you watch my videos please be patient with me as I figure this out. I am not the best at recording myself so the audio may not be the best. If you have suggestions for topics for vlogs in the West Columbia area please let me know.

I have plans, but I have yet to begin working towards these goals. I hope to have more vlogs and produce other video content in the near future. I need actors and crew to help create web series and other content but not certain where to find such where I currently live. I do not think I will find a career, a job, anytime soon. So, I will continue in my attempts to create videos and continue with photography and writing. I need help but I do not know where to find help. I cannot do things on my own. I hope that I will have help soon.

Hello! It's 2017. I postponed some of the stuff I was planning to do last year. I hope to get back to these things shortly. I am working on new content at the moment. At the moment it is currently writing and photography that I am creating but I hope to begin producing videos shortly. I will post some of the content to my web sites but most of the content will be posted on my Patreon profile. I am hopeful about this year and I am looking forward to creating new content. If you would like to view this content please got to my Patreon profile and become a patron. Jason