F Jason Whitaker

Saturday... I hope to continue to write and read more. I have some new books on my Kindle Fire. I hope to write and publish on Amazon. I also plan to do more video and photography...

Soon we shall say farewell to September and hello to October. I have most of my costume for Halloween. I will be in NYC from October 6 to October 8.

I have been fortunate to win sweepstakes and instant win games. The reason I win is because I enter sweepstakes and play instant win games everyday. I would like to win a house so that I would have a place to live. I want to take the day to think about my future and what I am going to do. I have often imagined that I would have a career, a job, and a house with a car in the garage, but it seems as though I will never get a job. Having a house would be great. I would love to have a tiny house so that I could travel the country. I have no idea what to do. I mean I have things I want to do but I am uncertain about how to make them into a career. I have self doubt. I think I've had it most of my life, but that's a long story that I do not share. What shall I do?

Wednesday. It's going to be a hot day. I have some plans for lunch. I have plans for Saturday. Thursday and Friday? have not figured those days out yet.

Busy day today. Panera Bread. Bi-Lo. Dollar Tree. A visit to my bank. Nothing special. Tomorrow I have plans for lunch.  Saturday I have plans for breakfast and after breakfast. Still nothing special, just the routine. I need a career. I need a place of my own. I need transportation. A tiny house and truck would be great for 2 of these.

If you want to know what I am doing in life or how I am feeling etc. then you should read my 3 daily blogs because I write about my daily life there. If it's not there or on my FB profile then it may not be something I want you to know. My age and other information is found on my FB profile so there is not need to ask me. I do not call anyone unless I have a need to call someone which I usually don't or I will contact you through social media. I still have FB even though there's not much reason to be on there except that I find out about sweepstakes, instant win games, and freebies on FB. I guess it is true that the older generations are now using FB more than my generation.  I post photos of most of what I win or receive in the mail in regards to packages on IG and FB etc. and I have plenty of photos of myself on social media so there's no need to ask me if I have photos. If you want nude or shirtless photos of me, not sure why anyone would want those, then please do n...

Sunday. It's time to begin planning for my weekend trip to NYC in October. The week after the trip I will also be out of town working on the movie that I worked on one day earlier this year. I am looking forward to my trip.

I am leaving soon for an event. I would not go but I spend most of my time home, in my room, so I need to go somewhere...

I have 4 coupons for free items on my Food Lion card. Tomorrow I have plans in the evening and there is something being held at the library. I have plans tomorrow but none today. I have stuff I would like to do but will I do them today?

Thursday. Saturday I am going to an Oktoberfest at a Lutheran congregation. Not sure why it is in September unless it is in September in Germany, maybe. I do not go anywhere. I stay home most of the time. There is not really anywhere to go. I do not have a car. I do not live near a city. The closest city to me, Atlanta, is too far. I live in a rural state, South Carolina. MOst of the people I know live elsewhere or they are very busy. Not that anyone cares about me...

I went to Pets Supplies Plus near me yesterday. I thought it went well until I took a better look at my receipt. I used 2 BOGO free coupons for wet cat food. The problem is that the total price of the item was not deducted from my order. I did not get one free when i bought one. I called the store but a person claiming to be the manager was rude and would not listen. This is a small chain store that I shop at several times a year. The prices, overall, are very high. The customer service is adequate at times but horrible in general. I would advise not to shop there. I contacted Amazon concerning the cover I ordered for the iPad I won. I ordered it over a week ago and as of yesterday it had not shipped. I was worried that something went wrong with my order and that it would never ship. The shipping of the order was expedited. It is suppose to arrive tomorrow. It states " Sold by  Fintie  and  Fulfilled by Amazon " on the page of the item I ordered. I'm curious as to why it ...

I try to consider all of my options, as limited as they are, and make decisions about my future but I really do not know what I will do. I am single. No career. I do not have my own place. I have no transportation. I have cats. I have not had an interview for a job in so long. I write and have submitted some but I'm uncertain if my writing will be bought by anyone. I go out and do photography but I do not make any money. I want to do more videos, maybe daily vlogs, but I don't know what to do them on.

I did some photography today. I have not gone out to do photography for weeks so it was about time... They will be on my site soon...

I look back upon the time spent going to school to study what I am passionate about. I think of those that are doing these things, people that did not go to school to learn about these things, and I think I wasted so much time. I think of people that are pursuing the things I have only dreamt about after having a career for years in other fields. I have not had a first career and people are looking for their second or third career. I have goals and plans. I do not know how to achieve these things...

Saturday. I have yet to have a first career or a full-time job. I have not had a BF or been on a date.  I have hope that things will improve this year. Maybe?

I do not feel like doing anything. I'm in this mood where I do not want to do anything. I need to focus on my writing, photography and video since submitting to job openings is a waste of time. I might do a daily vlog starting today, maybe...

I am hopeful. I have doubts but my hope and faith remain... My links for anyone that wants them: https://www.instagram.com/jason29171/ https://about.me/fjasonwhitaker http://filmmakerjasonwhit.wixsite.com/photo https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://filmmakerjasonwhit.wixsite.com/writer   https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuZxvV2KZgC8nkSHYtUoAkQ

I am on my own. I have no help. I will never be hired by anyone. I will have to do everything on my own, alone. I need to write and publish on Amazon and not post it on a site that anyone can access. I need to do more video and photography. I need to do video that will make people want to watch it and subscribe to my channel. I need to make a living somehow.

NYC trip is in October. The iPad I won (and iTunes gift card) are expected to arrive tomorrow. I need to focus on producing ore video content, more photography and writing (submitting) more often. I have somewhat of a plan but I need to focus. I need to come up with goals and how to achieve those goals...

Monday. I am looking forward to my NYC trip. I plan to do more video and photography beginning this week.

Sunday. New Week. Time to celebrate my progress and plan to do more. I am writing and submitting more often, slowly for now, but I plan to write and submit more often. I have books from the library which has information about places to submit my writing. I hope to make a living from my writing. I might consider the idea of a daily vlog in addition to my blogs. I might consider doing more video and photography. I plan to do video and photography during my NYC trip next month...

I am excited about my trip to NYC next month. Time to begin thinking about what I will pack and what I will pack it inside. I will limit what I bring to what I need so that I have no checked baggage.

I wonder if anyone reads my blogs and why... Thanks for reading. I need to grow my readership in regards to my blogs but also my writing in general. I need more visitors to my sites including my photography and writing sites. I need ways to monetize all of this so that I will have the funds to do more and better content. 

A hurricane approaches. It is expected to arrive here about Monday. Tonight is the book club at the library. There are now just two book clubs at the library. I may not go tonight....

I have submitted some writing to a few places including a story. I plan to continue with that character after some positive feedback. I will write short stories and maybe combine them into an ebook to sell on amazon. I need to write more. I need to just write and not focus on the doubts.

I believe that the workout I am doing now is working. I am isolated at the moment. I live in a rural state with inadequate public transportation. It's not as though I would have anywhere to go if there were adequate public transportation. It comes with living in a rural area near a medium sized town and these small communities. I would be open to doing the open mic scene if there were an open mic scene. I would need to work on a stand-up routine but it would be something to do. I have been told that I can sing. I know that I need help with my signing. I need to learn how to breath while singing instead of holding my breath. I would be open to singing. I love photography but there are so many people doing it as a business, or attempting to do it. I have seen the work of some of these photographers and I wa not at all impressed. I would like to write and direct movies and tv shows but I am not in a location that it would work since there are no actors or crew here and the state film ...

I need to decide what to pack for the NYC trip. I am taking a camera. My Nikon. I think I will bring the iPhone and Ipad Mini. Not certain if I will have the iPad by then but I won't have a case for it. I need to do something. Not worry so much about what next or being perfect.

I am feeling somewhat better from last night. I need to decide what I will do the rest of today...

Saturday. I need to decide what I shall do the rest of today.

Friday... Time to make plans for this month. I have some coupons I need to use this month. I might walk to Chipotle to redeem the coupon I have and use my gift cards. I need to look at the free stuff I have for movies and see when and if they expire. I need to get ready for my NYC trip. I need to have my camera batteries charged and decide what to pack and what to pack it in...