Friday, February 02, 2024
Friday, February 02, 2024
I have a physical need to be close to someone. One person. One person I am attracted to, a person I want to be around, and a person I feel safe around. I have not met this person.
I want to not be alone all of the time. I want a boyfriend. I want sex. I want a relationship. I do not want someone I am not attracted to to be my boyfriend. I do not want sex with random old men. I do not want an older boyfriend. I want a boyfriend who I will want to have sex with because I want them and I desire them.
A few years ago I found out about someone I had met at one of those religious buildings. I first met them years ago. I did not know them well back then. A few years ago I met them again at another religious building.
I then met them online. I found out more about them online.
He was attracted to me. I met him a few times. We went back to his house. He would get on his knees in front of me and suck my dick. We would talk.
I found out that he was interested in me those years before.
Another guy I met at a religious group, another older man, told me online a couple of years ago that he wanted to suck my cock.
The people who go to religious buildings and claim to be against certain things could have a secret life.
Some words sound better than others. Penis sounds like you're reading a thick book on biology. Dick sounds outdated. Cock sounds nice most of the time. It does come off as pushy sometimes.
I like looking at images of nice-looking cocks. I like to see fit guys with no clothes. I don't like images of giant, nasty-looking, cocks. I am not interested in older men.
When I say that I want someone who I am attracted to people say that I should be more open to other people. I don't understand why I should force myself to be attracted to anyone I am not attracted to.
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