April 12, 2017 (Wednesday)

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At times I have so much I want to do. At times I want to do nothing.

The trouble is that I have serious doubts about the outcome of things.

I mean if I write something I doubt that I will be able to do anything with it and no one will read it.


If I am able to produce videos, I doubt I will be able to find actors and crew, I will not have anything to do with the video except post it on Youtube where it will go unwatched. I doubt I will be hired no matter how many jobs I submit for... etc, etc.


I try to remain positive. Hopeful.

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