F Jason Whitaker

Sunday. A new week. Tomorrow: a new month. Goodbye April. Hello May!!!

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My website is new with new photography and several hidden pages. I hope to add new photography at least once a month.

Guess what day it is? Yes, Friday. Another day. What shall I do today? I have updated my website with new photography. I do have a page with some of the photos from 2016. More, new photos coming soon.

I finally did some photography in the small town of Columbia. I plan to edit my site today with those photos. I plan to do more photography soon.

Today: Wednesday: Free community lunch. Photography. I have some plans but nothing specific except where I will eat.

Welcome to Tuesday! Just another day to discover something new, be creative, and enjoy the riches of life. What will I do today? Write. Read. Plan out what I will do this year. I will see what happens and do what comes to me.

Time. What is time worth? What am I worth? I know that I will not find work. I have narrowed my job hunt to jobs that I am qualified for and jobs that match my qualifications. I will not apply to jobs that do not pay a fair wage. I will not apply to internships. I have already had internships. I will not work for free. Every so often I go through the list of people I follow on Twitter and unfollow the ones that have unfollowed me. I will begin blocking profiles that unfollow me.  I have found that a verified Twitter Account means nothing. Anyone can get verified. 

It is suppose to rain today and tomorrow. I am staying inside today. Tomorrow I will go to the library for a craft program if the weather is not too bad. Currently, I have a stack of books that I a reading. I hope to begin a routine of writing each day. I plan to go out and do some photography this week. I plan to rework my web site with all new photography.

My hope is that I will be able to travel this year. I hope to travel and do some photography. I will need help to achieve this goal. I shall write more this year, but I do not want to rush the process. Writing, for me, is a journey.

I watched the Amazing Race last night. In the past I had chosen a team that I wanted to win by this point in the race, but this time I have no team I want to win. It's still exciting to watch. I watch vlogs of two vloggers, I watch other videos but these two vloggers are the only vloggers I watch every video of, and it does make me want to do vlogs of my own but I have not decided what I want to do videos about. I have done a few vlogs but lost interest. I need to find something I want to make videos of and go out and make some videos.

What shall I do today?  I went to the library for a book club (group). I was the only one that showed up. It was the librarian and myself discussing a book that I did not like. Time to plan the rest of the day.

I desire to do so much yet I do not have the funds to do most of it. If I had the funds I would set goals and achieve them. If I had monthly support I could create without worry. I could be creative. I could create.  I am asking for help. Please help me.

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I will begin writing. Maybe today. I will write YA novels. They will be available for purchase. Stay tuned for further details.

Will this life ever be more than what it is now? I want more from life but to find dreams fulfilled I know that I need help in reaching these gigantic goals.  I feel isolated living in a rural state. I miss living in a city. Not that living in the city is always the best but it has some advantages. I do not know what to do. I keep applying to job openings. I doubt this pursuit of a career will ever result in a career.  As a young man I am hopeful about the future, yet doubtful about everything, and I continue to move forward despite the fact that it feels as though I am standing still. I wonder what it is like for others. Did they have this much trouble when they were my age? Did the generations before mine have this much trouble with a first career? Why are we so caught up in the division of generations? The generation before mine being the start of the tech revolution. The generation after mine, going through middle and high school, with so many opportunities now presented t...

Happy Easter!!! Enjoy the moments. Love. Be loved.

Saturday. New week begins tomorrow. I have things to do. I often think about what I am doing and what I should be doing. 

Hello. Trying to decide what to do with my time. What can I do? What do I want to do? I started entering to win a house in Arizona. I need a place to live.

Hello. What to do today? I have been reading a few books on writing and I plan to begin writing on a regular basis shortly. I have somewhat of an idea of what I want to do with my photography site but it's still just a bunch of ideas in my head. I need to figure out the categories for the galleries and the way things will be presented on the site. I need to go out and do an entire day of photography but I need to be in a certain mood or it will be a waste of time. I need to continue organizing my belongings. I hope to get rid of (sell) anything that I do not need. I hope to post details about what I will have for sale on here and other places soon. Single. I am single but that area of my life is not something I am concentrating on at the moment. If I were to meet the right guy then that would change but I am not actively searching. Faith. My faith remains. I have ceased my attendance of formal religious services for the moment to focus on writing and other stuff. I do not know if I...

At times I have so much I want to do. At times I want to do nothing. The trouble is that I have serious doubts about the outcome of things. I mean if I write something I doubt that I will be able to do anything with it and no one will read it. If I am able to produce videos, I doubt I will be able to find actors and crew, I will not have anything to do with the video except post it on Youtube where it will go unwatched. I doubt I will be hired no matter how many jobs I submit for... etc, etc. I try to remain positive. Hopeful.

Writing. YA novels. Coming soon. I mean not on here or other blogs, but I will write YA novels soon.

Another Day. What to do? I have Shop Your Way Points to use at Kmart. I have the Sew Creative program at the library. Maybe, I will work on the NASA video project. Maybe, I will do some writing.

What shall I do? Keep applying to jobs I will not get? Write and write some more and then wonder what to do with what I have written? Photography? My site does need all new photography. Is anyone seeing my site? Travel? No money to travel and where would I travel if I did have the money? I was hopeful that I could raise enough money through Crowdrise and Patreon to buy a tiny house (and a truck) and travel the country making videos and photography but I have not raised any funds as of now.

What shall I write? Novels? YA novels? Maybe. I will write short stories as well. Poetry? Maybe. I will write screenplays. Writing is one thing I can do right now without help. What to do with what I write is another question.

Hello. Time to get busy coming up with an idea for a movie for a competition.

I am not sure what I will do now. I have submitted to a few contests for screenwriting and video editing, but so many have entered those that I doubt I will win any of them.  I want to write but not sure what to write or what I will do once I have written something. I would like to produce web series but cannot do it on my own. I want to do more photography. I have yet to decide what to photograph.

It's going to be a stormy day here. Rain. Wind. More rain. Maybe a chance for a tornado. Not sure what I will do today. I will not use my hard drives because of the storm. Maybe I will continue sorting my belongings. I won a Iphone 7, which arrived yesterday. Not sure where I won it from. 

What should I do? What will happen this year? How do you plan what to do when you do not know what to do or how to do it?

I hope to get rid of a large amount of my belongings. I hope to sell some stuff soon. I plan to have all new photography on my website soon but I am not sure what I want to photograph.

First day of the week. Tonight: TWD Maybe, I will actually get some writing done this week.

April. What will happen next?