A boy sat between the trees, the breeze swaying the branches above, leaves falling to the damp brown ground beneath him, watching the other boys ride their bikes up and down the small street...
Friday, February 07, 2025 Friday and I'm home waiting to leave for a program at my local community library. I'm considering going by 711 first for a free slurpee. I'm somewhat actively looking for a boyfriend, my first boyfriend, and future partner in life. I don't know if I'll ever meet the right guy but I'm not going to be with the wrong guy. I have plans for tomorrow morning. I have plans next week. I dream of a life, having a life, and being happy. I browse homes for sale and I imagine having my first home. I have things that I want to work on but I also have this feeling that whatever I do would be a waste of time.
Saturday, February 10, 2024 What does it take to find a first career? I spend all of my time alone. There was a time in which I was religious and lacked the Truth, now I know the Truth but I am not as religious. I'm Autistic. I had plans early this morning which meant I had difficulty getting to sleep and I woke up several times this morning before I had planned to get out of bed. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 http://swellcast.com/jason29171 Poems and Photography: https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: https://a.co/d/5htw2lz https://jason29171.substack.com/ http://Fjasonwhitakerwriter.com https://medium.com/@jason29171 https://www.viewbug.com/member/jason29171 https://neobook.org/jason29171/ https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://publicfast.com?deal=jason71 https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/Z6P9332V8VAW?ref_=wl_share Another Day, Another Podcast https://www....
Thursday, August 22, 2024 I went to the library for the game day program. We played Uno and Yahtzee. I ate 2 donuts and drank 2 cups of hot tea. One was blackberry citrus and the other was orange. I am going somewhere in the morning to pick up some free produce. I have not decided what I want to do on Saturday. I do not know what else I will do today or tomorrow. I have considered what my life would be like if I had a boyfriend. I have imagined us living together and doing things together. I need to find my first boyfriend. I hate being alone. Before Tiger died I thought I would need a boyfriend who Tiger would approve of... I do not know what I am doing. I am depressed and I do not want to do anything. I miss Tiger. I wish that I had done more to help me. http://swellcast.com/jason29171 https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Poems and Photography: https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: https://a.co/d/5htw2lz https://jason29171.subs...
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