F Jason Whitaker

Saturday, December 31, 2022 Happy New Year's Eve! I have decided to take a break from posting on my blogs today and tomorrow. I will be back the day after...  

 Friday, December 30, 2022 He stands at the entrance of the truck stop. The warm air hits him each time to door swings open as another trucker enters or leaves. The promise of snow is in the air. He knows not where he shall go from here but he is going somewhere far from here...

 Friday, December 30, 2022 I had considered going somewhere today, but I do not feel up to going anywhere. I am considering going somewhere tomorrow. I am attempting to do more throughout the day each day...

Thursday, December 29, 2022 He walks through freshly fallen snow, his footsteps vanishing as the new snow continues to fall, his future uncertain and his past erased, he walks through Winter looking forward to Spring.

 Thursday, December 29, 2022 I went to a few places today. The end of the year is close...

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 Wednesday, December 28, 2022 These past few days I've had a hard time getting to sleep at night and a difficult time getting out of bed considering how cold it has been each morning. I uploaded more photos to my Gurushots.com profile today and I began considering the idea of going out and doing some photography in the town across the river. There is a Main Street area that would be nice to photograph. Small town US. I have no idea what I am doing but I need to figure things out soon. I would go out and offer my services as a photographer and videographer but I don't live in a friendly area. I don't believe many people would be willing to pay someone like me to do anything which is one reason I am still sans a first career...

Tuesday, December 27, 2022 He walks alone on a path through woods he seldomly travels. The wind, cold and unrelenting, push him forward into the darkest of woods. After a moment of thought, regret rushes over him but... He walks at a pace slower than running but faster than...

 Tuesday, December 27, 2022 I have not been feeling well. I may have a cold. I am still downloading the content from Busyboxx.com today. As the end of the year approaches, I wonder if... I need to go out and do some... but it has been too cold to go anywhere. I am single, have no friends, and no ... I hope that things will get better...

  Monday, December 26, 0222 He stands at the edge of the woods, a deep forest, where the trail begins to cut through the thick. A path paved through the wilderness connects this small housing development to the nearby small town...

 Monday, December 26, 0222 I have more content to download from Busyboxx.com and I plan to download some of it today. I am considering creating and posting a new video today...

Sunday, December 25, 2022 Merry Christmas!

 Saturday, December 24, 2022 Merry Christmas!

 Friday, December 23, 2022 He sits between the two trees in the cemetery. He visits here to think. In whispers, he tells the dead tales of his week. Most days he is the sole visitor to this mostly forgotten graveyard...

 Friday, December 23, 2022 I plan to continue downloading the content from Busybox.com today. I have been downloading wipes from there for the past few days. I hope to finish downloading everything soon so that I can begin utilizing all of the video editing and photography assets in creating and posting content on a regular basis. My sinuses are bothering me today but I hope to get some things done today...

 Thursday, December 22, 2022 He sits on a bench in a park, thoughts floating around his head like a halo of memories, dreaming of the possibilities of life. The late day becomes evening then night as the lights along the nearby streets blink to life while he waits for nothing in particular...

Thursday, December 22, 2022 I have been downloading content from Busyboxx.com for so many days and I hope to finish this long task soon. I hope to create and post some holiday content soon. I plan to create and post content on a regular basis after I finish downloading the content. I do not know what I will do for the rest of tonight...

 Wednesday, December 21, 2022 He sat in the coffee shop listening to strangers' conversations, dreaming of a conversation he'd have with someone if he had someone to have a conversation with while sipping from the lukewarm cup of coffee with bits of cinnamon and other spices floating on the surface...

 Wednesday, December 21, 2022 Comedy: Is comedy funnier when blended with drama?

 Wednesday, December 21, 2022 Faith: What I believe has changed in certain ways that will never go back to the way things were before...

 Wednesday, December 21, 2022 I had a strange dream this morning. It was one long dream. It was a vivid dream. I plan to continue downloading the content from Busyboxx.com today. I am planning to work on my websites today...

Tuesday, December 20, 2022 He sits in a field with his thoughts floating around his head. The words said to him weighed him down. Time is motionless at this moment...

 Tuesday, December 20, 2022 I have been moving items from my old HDD to my new one to make room to add more content to my old one. I plan to continue downloading the content from Busyboxx.com as soon as I finished organizing my old HDD...

  Monday, December 19, 2022 He walked uncertainly as he was led through the building. He had no words to say as the stranger walked ahead of me down the hallway lined with boxes. How he came to be back at this building after dark was forgotten as soon as he accepted the offer to meet with the stranger...

 Monday, December 19, 2022 Monday, another Monday, and I am still here alone. I have been downloading the items from Busyboxx.com today as I have the past few days. I have no plans tomorrow at the moment. I do not have plans for the next few weeks. I do not have any plans after that either...

Sunday, December 18, 2022 A boy sat between the trees, the breeze swaying the branches above, leaves falling to the damp brown ground beneath him, watching the other boys ride their bikes up and down the small street...

Sunday, December 18, 2022 Comedy: To error is comedy...  

Sunday, December 18, 2022 Faith: The passing of time reveals Truth. The less I am focused on what I have been told by people the more Truth I know...

 Sunday, December 18, 2022 I had strange dreams and I woke up late today. I went to bed late last night because I wanted to finish downloading a set of assets from Busyboxx.com I have been downloading the wipes from the site for several days and it will take several more days to finish. I have no idea what else I will do today or any day after today...

 Saturday, December 17, 2022 He sat alone in the theatre waiting for the movie to begin. Outside, the rain poured. Inside, he looked around as if expecting someone to join him. Outside, people ran from building to parked cars with hastily made umbrellas, created from newspapers and other items they were carrying at the time of departing the buildings...

 Saturday, December 17, 2022 Comedy: I remember doing comedy at small open mics in the past. A few people gathered around. The rush before going on stage if there was an actual stage. The feeling of possible jokes drifting through my mind...

 Saturday, December 17, 2022 Faith: When I was a child I went to a church building. I believed though I did not know the full Truth. I believed the lies mixed with Truth...

 Saturday, December 17, 2022 I went to a couple of places today. Two things arrived today. I hope to finish downloading the content from Busyboxx.com soon. I am downloading items from the site today...

 Friday, December 16, 2022 This is when things changed. A moment in time. A place from memory. Things were strange during those times. Trapped. Uncertain of what would happen next. When the opportunity to change things appeared he ran toward it...

 Friday, December 16, 2022 Comedy: Cats watching TV.

Friday, December 16, 2022 Faith: I remember being naive and sitting in buildings, wooden pews, surrounded by strangers, listening to a self-empowered stranger talk, and now I know that most of what was said in those buildings were lies...  

Friday, December 16, 2022 I had some strange dreams this morning. I did not feel like getting out of bed so I did not until noon. I have been trying to figure out what to do in regard to a first career considering the fact that no one will hire me. I feel the pressure of life. The pressure to earn a living and the pressure to find a place to live for when my current circumstances change. I have no idea what I am doing today, but I need to focus and get something done...  

 Thursday, December 15, 2022 He sat where the sun filtered through the many branches above, where birds gathered on their way to destinations far from these places of secrets, as the winds blew down the drops of rain from the previous night's thunderstorm, and wondered about the things often unseen by most people living their daily lives with no regard for places like these...

 Thursday, December 15, 2022 I feel the urgency of life moving forward, but I am overwhelmed by the options and doubtful about the outcomes. I hope to finish downloading the assets from Busyboxx.com soon. I hope to begin utilizing the various assets I have and use my camera equipment to start creating and sharing content on a regular basis with the hope of monetizing all of it so that I can afford a place to live...

 Wednesday, December 14, 2022 I feel the night, cold air, wrapping around me, the promise of snow that never arrives... Snow comes and covers everything. A winter's blanket. I want you here.

 Wednesday, December 14, 2022 I am expecting a photo book from Shutterfly and a Switch game from Amazon. I hope they will both arrive today but I think the photo book will not arrive today. I am considering the things that I can do with the various assets that I have. I am considering what I can do and how to make money from these things. I need to earn a living somehow and it is very apparent that no one is going to hire me...

 Tuesday, December 13, 2022 Alone I walk down the street, forgetting the Summer's heat, feet in motion, guiding me onward as the day nears eve and I believe my dreams dreamt will someday be more than imagined things...

 Tuesday, December 13, 2022 I feel the empty of days spent dreaming of a life that may be out of my reach. A life of ordinary but unreachable goals. I imagine having a first career, a first boyfriend, a first home, and more. I have an application for a job to complete and submit...

 Monday, December 12, 2022 He spoke to the shadows, light flickering upon the walls, sounds echoed down the halls, tall ceilings above hidden doors and walls unsuspecting, as the... He walked alone after leaving the... Clothes removed...there was but one other person in the room and that person was dead...

 Monday, December 12, 2022 Monday. Monday is another day for me. I am still downloading the items from Busyboxx.com and I hope to finish downloading the various assets before the end of 2022. I cooked pork chops today. I have been cooking more these past few years. I am barely hopeful that things will improve for me shortly. I could use help but I have no one to go to for help...

Sunday, December 11, 2022 Early morning dreaming, I see myself differently, with hope shattered by the life I've had and hope for something better to come, life in dreams is less lonely than my waking one...  

 Sunday, December 11, 2022 I went to a couple of places today. I have been downloading the content that I have been downloading. I went to a couple of places today...

  Saturday, December 10, 2022 Silent is the night, lights bright, reindeer's constant flight, trees ornate, gifts stacked high, cookies and milk left on table beside an elf watching over the things of a decorated room...

 Saturday, December 10, 2022 It has been a long day. I went to one place today. I am planning to go somewhere tomorrow. I hope to begin creating content and posting content on a regular basis. I do not know when this will happen...

  Friday, December 09, 2022 Hat rack, sat back, mid-day moment, memory of a room, hair cut, old magazines and old men, a display case, faces I do not recall...

 Friday, December 09, 2022 I did a survey thing this morning. I have been downloading the items from Busyboxx.com today. I do not know what I am doing tonight or tomorrow...

 Thursday, December 08, 2022 A long road leads to our house. It’s lined with small bushes of yellow flowers and skinny trees that reach like fingers to heaven. There are fields beyond the rows of skinny trees. Beyond the fields are woods so dense you can barely see more than a foot into the growth. These woods are where this story shall take us, but for now, we will remain close to the road. I stand, barefoot, on the road. I can hear the train that crosses the river not far from where the road to our house connects to the main road. The main road is the road that connects two small towns. We go to town from time to time but mostly we remain here in this place between places. I am your guide to this collection known as...

 Thursday, December 08, 2022 I woke up earlier today than I have in recent days. I had one thing to do that will earn me a gift card to a grocery store. I need to become more productive. I have various things that I would like to do and I need to make time each week to do these things. I am uncertain what I will do today...

  Wednesday, December 07, 2022 Storm Clouds. Gathering... Warm to chilled... I changed the radio from a... My heart pounding... Time slows as the storm appears to slow…

Wednesday, December 07, 2022 Today has been a long day. Something I ordered last night, from Best buy, was delivered. It was delivered through Shipt. They placed it inside the mailbox instead of placing it on the porch. It arrived after dark. I checked the porch several times before realizing that I had not removed the mail from the mailbox. It was in the mailbox which is a federal crime. I have been downloading the items from Busyboxx.com . I have no idea what I am doing tomorrow...

  Tuesday, December 06, 2022 Rainy day, nothing to say, play the music and dream about sunny Spring days to come...

 Tuesday, December 06, 2022 The external HDD from Target was finally delivered. I do not know what happened but it is odd that it was misplaced Saturday and then delivered to the wrong address on Monday. I had this idea today...

  Monday, December 05, 2022 Morning rain, I strain through pain to find hope in these desperate days, ways to move past the pain to a time of relief to come...

  Monday, December 05, 2022 Comedy: Laugh despite the pain.

  Monday, December 05, 2022 Faith: Today, I pray for healing and recovery.

Monday, December 05, 2022 I feel horrible at the moment. My shoulder is hurting which could be from my tossing and turning in my sleep last night. It's raining so I plan to stay home all day...

 Sunday, December 04, 2022 Flow through, know who, blow to, sow new, tow a row, foe, and friend, send words like blessings with curses under breath for health and wealth as sails of ships flail about...

 Sunday, December 04, 2022 Comedy: Flying horses. Similar to Unicorns with wings but less possible to be real. Unicorns that do not fly are...

 Sunday, December 04, 2022 Faith: I have concluded my research into GBC. I once thought that I would attend GBC in person someday...

Sunday, December 04, 2022 I woke up very late today. I guess it does not matter that I woke up so late because I had no place to go and nothing to do that required me to be out of bed by any particular time. I am still downloading the content from BusyBoxx.com I hope to do some house cleaning today and organize my room. I do not know how to organize my room since I have so little room and so much stuff to organize...