F Jason Whitaker

Friday. Last night I had a dream in which I recalled dreams I had before that I had forgotten. I feel like doing nothing and at the end of the day it feels like I have not done anything. I hate being here alone. I want to write but I am having trouble focusing on what to write. I am feeling better than I was but I still feel alone and sad. https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 https://teespring.com/stores/f-jason-whitaker-photography http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.tiktok.com/@jason29171 Podcast:   https://open.spotify.com/show/5FKzPNjMPgt2YQUzwnwbco https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ https://www.instagram.com/jason29171/ https://www.instagram.com/fjasonwhitaker https://www.instagram.com/fjwwriter http://www.twitter.com/FJWphotography http://www.twitter.com/FJasonWhitaker1 http://www.twitter.com/fjasonwriter http://www.twitter.com/jason29171 video editing: htt...

Thursday. I am currently watching the new season of "How to Sell Drugs Online (Fast)" on Netflix. I watched some "House" earlier today. I hope to do some writing today. I have no plans tomorrow. I need to clean my room and organize things. https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 https://teespring.com/stores/f-jason-whitaker-photography http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.tiktok.com/@jason29171 Podcast:   https://open.spotify.com/show/5FKzPNjMPgt2YQUzwnwbco https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ https://www.instagram.com/jason29171/ https://www.instagram.com/fjasonwhitaker https://www.instagram.com/fjwwriter http://www.twitter.com/FJWphotography http://www.twitter.com/FJasonWhitaker1 http://www.twitter.com/fjasonwriter http://www.twitter.com/jason29171 video editing: https://vimeo.com/240788065 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCJvaILKxZQ https://youtu.be/_...

I am going to a few places today. I will come home and figure out the rest of my day. I hope to do some writing and read some today. I do not know what the rest of this year will be like but I plan to establish a schedule for my day. Each day I plan to do certain things like: read, write, and exercise. I will continue applying to job openings but I will not waste time thinking about the ones that I have applied to since no one will hire me. I am hopeful that things will improve but I have no idea how they will improve.... https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 https://teespring.com/stores/f-jason-whitaker-photography http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.tiktok.com/@jason29171 Podcast:   https://open.spotify.com/show/5FKzPNjMPgt2YQUzwnwbco https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ https://www.instagram.com/jason29171/ https://www.instagram.com/fjasonwhitaker https://www.inst...

Tuesday. I applied to a few job openings over the past couple of days. I'm uncertain of my future but I hope to focus on things I have control over. I may not be able to have a first career but I will not waste time worrying about it. If no one will hire me there's nothing I can do about it. I feel so uncertain about so many things. I wonder if I will ever have a career. I wonder if I will be single forever. I have so much I wonder about and no answers. https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 https://teespring.com/stores/f-jason-whitaker-photography http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.tiktok.com/@jason29171 Podcast:   https://open.spotify.com/show/5FKzPNjMPgt2YQUzwnwbco https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ https://www.instagram.com/jason29171/ https://www.instagram.com/fjasonwhitaker https://www.instagram.com/fjwwriter http://www.twitter.com/FJWphotography http://w...

I went to CVS and Walmart today. I plan to go to Walgreens, Circle K and Starbucks either tomorrow or Wednesday. I am thinking about writing tonight. I need to get back to past routines like exercising, writing and reading on a regular basis. https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 https://teespring.com/stores/f-jason-whitaker-photography http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.tiktok.com/@jason29171 Podcast:   https://open.spotify.com/show/5FKzPNjMPgt2YQUzwnwbco https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ https://www.instagram.com/jason29171/ https://www.instagram.com/fjasonwhitaker https://www.instagram.com/fjwwriter http://www.twitter.com/FJWphotography http://www.twitter.com/FJasonWhitaker1 http://www.twitter.com/fjasonwriter http://www.twitter.com/jason29171 video editing: https://vimeo.com/240788065 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCJvaILKxZQ https://youtu.be/_sJ3MSddoSw Vi...

Sunday. I have watched the livestream of First Baptist of Greenville, SC. I will watch the livestream of Christ Chapel of the Valley. I have plans to go to a few places tomorrow. I plan to do some writing today. I need to make a plan, somehow, so I have something to work towards. I need a good way to remind myself, each day, of what I could use my time for each day. I need to focus on what i can do but keep open to what could be possible. I need to focus on the positive. I want to do more with my time but fell okay with not doing as much some days. https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 https://teespring.com/stores/f-jason-whitaker-photography http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.tiktok.com/@jason29171 Podcast:   https://open.spotify.com/show/5FKzPNjMPgt2YQUzwnwbco https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ https://www.instagram.com/jason29171/ https://www.instagram.com/fjas...

I was planning to go to a couple of places this morning but the weather forecast calls for thunderstorms today and I have no interest in being out in bad weather today. I will have to wait until tomorrow or Monday. I hope to do some writing and get some stuff done today. I have no idea what I will do today but I feel like getting stuff done. I am coming to terms with the fact that the things in my head that make me want to cry will never go away. I need to focus on ways to live with these things. I need to focus on certain things instead of allowing myself to become overwhelmed by so many things I have no control over. https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 https://teespring.com/stores/f-jason-whitaker-photography http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.tiktok.com/@jason29171 Podcast:   https://open.spotify.com/show/5FKzPNjMPgt2YQUzwnwbco https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.c...