Thursday June 18, 2020

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I am struggling. Depression and anxiety. These feelings come and go. Sometimes I feel good. Most of the time I do not.

I have been streaming stuff today and I did some writing. I need to write more.

There are 3 writing programs I want to submit for but I have not been able to write for long periods of time recently.

I am so tired. I feel empty. I do feel like crying. I don't know why I feel like this. I'm tired of people. At least the people that are homophobic, racist, and people that hate people because of who they are in general. I will not be told that I am less of a person because of my identity.

I need help. Please visit and share my links. Please consider supporting me through my Patreon. I have been attempting to raise money for a tiny house and a truck for so long on Crowdrise. I have not been able to raise anything.

No one is going to hire me. Please help me through my Patreon. You can also help by following me and watching me play video games on my Mixer.

You can help in various ways that do not require money:

Subscribe to my Youtube

Follow my social media.

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https://mixer.com/jasonwsc

https://www.songtradr.com/user/profile/jason.whitaker


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https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87

https://teespring.com/stores/f-jason-whitaker-photography

http://patreon.com/jason29171

https://www.tiktok.com/@jason29171



Podcast:

 https://open.spotify.com/show/5FKzPNjMPgt2YQUzwnwbco

https://www.fjasonphoto.com/

https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/

https://www.instagram.com/jason29171/

https://www.instagram.com/fjasonwhitaker

https://www.instagram.com/fjwwriter

http://www.twitter.com/FJWphotography

http://www.twitter.com/FJasonWhitaker1

http://www.twitter.com/fjasonwriter

http://www.twitter.com/jason29171

video editing:

https://vimeo.com/240788065

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCJvaILKxZQ

https://youtu.be/_sJ3MSddoSw

Video editing and color grading:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EWaIExlNM-Q

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