Friday June 19, 2020

- June 19, 2020

I have been depressed. I have been thinking about things that I have not thought about. I allowed myself to forget things now remembered.

There's too much to write and I'm too upset by it to write it at the moment. I might speak of these things on my podcast.

I wrote some but I am having a hard time writing longer pieces.

My life is strange. I look back and I remember dreams I had, night dreams, and I miss the people from my dreams. I have no had many people in my life that I was close with and currently I have only two people I see outside of Zoom not many people on Zoom.

I have been watching "Anne with an E" on Netflix and I am considering watching "Love, Victor" on Hulu again.

I can see in mind me writing. I can see glimpses of ideas and what I could write but there's an invisible barrier between me and writing at the moment. I want to write but i no longer have that drive to write. I hope things will change soon...

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