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Saturday, September 23, 2023

 Saturday, September 23, 2023 I had a strange dream. Part of the dream was me remembering past dreams in which I knew people and lived in places I had never lived. I have also attended schools in my dreams that I have not attended in real life. This was not the first time I dreamt about remembering these dreams. I remember the cocks I have sucked and the guys that these cocks were attached to, I remember sucking each dick, and I remember when they climaxed. I remember when I was uncertain about how I felt about their load shooting into my mouth. I was nervous with anticipation. I swallowed each and every time a guy shot his load into my mouth. My favorite part of the process was having their cock in my mouth, tasting it, feeling it in my mouth, feeling it pass between my lips. Happy Sabbath! For those who do not observe the Sabbath: Tomorrow is The Lord's Day. I make jokes when I am nervous. I am not always nervous when I make jokes, but I often make jokes when I am nervo...

Friday, September 22, 2023

 Friday, September 22, 2023 Friday evening. Happy Sabbath! What was the best cock joke you have ever heard? I went to a few places today. I am considering what I will do tonight and tomorrow. I need to go to bed earlier tonight... EXT. HOUSE - DAY Normal looking house in a normal looking neighborhood. INT. PATRICK'S ROOM - CONTINUOUS Patrick is sleeping. Alarm beside bed goes off. Boy reaches over. He presses the snooze button without looking at the alarm. PATRICK (V.O.) This is me in the morning. INT. BATHROOM - DAY Sean looks at himself in the mirror. Edward walks into the bathroom. EDWARD What are you looking for? SEAN Hair. EDWARD Where? SEAN Places. ⁠https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photography: https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: https://a.co/d/5htw2lz https://jason29171.substack.com/ ⁠http://Fjasonwhitakerwriter.com ⁠ ⁠https://medium.com/@jason29171⁠ ⁠https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker⁠ ⁠https://www.fjasonphoto.com...

Thursday, September 21, 2023

 Thursday, September 21, 2023 I look at photos of cute, fit, guys and I imagine their naked bodies next to mine. I imagine their chest. I imagine pulling myself closer to them. I imagine wrapping my legs around his waist. I imagine his cock pressed against my body, his cock between my lips. I imagine the tip of his penis pushing into me as he kisses my neck. I have no interest in older men or a one-time experience. I am interested in a boyfriend who will someday be my partner in marriage. I remember the experiences I have had and I wish that I could experience some of those things again. I would like to have new experiences as well, experiences I have never had, including having a boyfriend and going on a date. Imagine if the Church of the Old Testament had not vanished, if it had not been replaced with the Catholic religion and the other denominations. Imagine if people did not call a building the house of god, imagine if a building was not worshipped and called the church, imagin...

Wednesday, September 20, 2023

 Wednesday, September 20, 2023 I need to figure out how to better promote my two books of poetry on Amazon: I am considering making short movies but I need to figure out what they will be about and how to shoot them. Faith is made stronger by questions. Laugh in the morning. Laugh in the evening. Laugh. Laugh out loud. I am listening to a webinar about cinematography and directing. I would like to direct and be a cinematographer. I hope to get something done today. Tomorrow I have another webinar. I hope to begin making short movies. I need to figure out what to make them about and how to shoot them. I need to figure out what locations I have access to... The Kelleys by F. Jason Whitaker ep1 croquet INT. DINING ROOM - DAY SEAN is sitting at the dining table. He is ready for school. Sean is the middle child of three boys. Patrick is the oldest. Jacob is the youngest boy. Their father is Edward. Their mother is Joan. PATRICK walks into the dining room. He sits besid...

Tuesday, September 19, 2023

  Tuesday, September 19, 2023 I have published two books of poetry and photography on Amazon. Please visit the second and third links below to purchase these books. Thanks. ⁠https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠ https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO https://a.co/d/5htw2lz https://jason29171.substack.com/ ⁠http://Fjasonwhitakerwriter.com ⁠ ⁠https://medium.com/@jason29171⁠ ⁠https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker⁠ ⁠https://www.fjasonphoto.com/⁠ ⁠https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/Z6P9332V8VAW?ref_=wl_share⁠ ⁠Another Day, Another Podcast⁠ ⁠https://www.buymeacoffee.com/jason29171⁠ ⁠https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠ ⁠https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87⁠ ⁠https://gurushots.com/jasonwhitaker29171/photos⁠ ⁠https://youtube.com/@jason29171⁠ video editing: ⁠https://youtu.be/-zz6ZQOFQes⁠ ⁠https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sJ3MSddoSw ⁠ ⁠https://vimeo.com/240788065⁠ ⁠https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCJvaILKxZQ⁠ ⁠https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EWaIExlNM-Q⁠ ⁠https://...