F Jason Whitaker

 Tuesday, November 16, 2021 I am sitting here thinking about my writing and my future. I know that the odds are against me. I know that I will have to fight and struggle if I want to achieve anything. I want to be hopeful but my depression is a constant companion. All of my life I have had this depression but there have been times in which the depression was deep inside and I lived blissfully ignorant. I have always been an outsider. One that no one wants to get to know. The one that is not included or when I am included it's out of charity. I get advice that doesn't fit who I am and ignores what I am capable of for what I am not. My sinuses, allergies have been an issue recently and I don't know what to do.  I am worried about certain changes that could happen soon and I don't know how I will deal with the loss.  Sometimes I feel as though I am not good enough to do anything because that's how I have been treated all of my life. Sometimes I do think about how talen...

Monday, November 15, 2021 I worked a few hours today.  I went to one place. Something was supposed to be delivered by USPS today but it doesn't appear that it will arrive tonight. I am uncertain what it is. I have no more work this week unless extra hours become available. I am uncertain what I will do for the rest of this week. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/   Blogs: Comedy: thekelleystvshow.wordpress.com Writing:  fjasonwhitakerwriter.com Faith and Religion: jasonwhitakerandgrace.wordpress.com Daily Life Blog: fjasonwhitaker.wordpress.com GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh   gf.me/u/zngxxz   Watch me live each night on my Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuZxvV2KZgC8nkSHYtUoAk...

 Thursday, November 11, 2021 I plan to work on my writing today.  I need to figure out my living situation and figure out a way to earn a living since no one will ever hire me. A traditional career is not an option for someone like me because of discrimination. I hope that I will be able to figure out something with my writing, filmmaking, and photography. I need a way to buy a home and a car. Otherwise, I may end up homeless in the future. I need a reliable income that will be enough to support me. I have no help so I will have to figure out everything on my own. I plan to go to a few places tomorrow and Saturday. I may need to work on my writing on paper today due to the fact that my computer has been running slow these past few days.  Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason2...

 Sunday, November 07, 2021 Sunday. First day of a new week. The second day of my work week. I've been working a few hours today and I have been doing some house cleaning today.  I post throughout the day on my blogs below and my Patreon: Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/   Blogs: Comedy: thekelleystvshow.wordpress.com Writing:  fjasonwhitakerwriter.com Faith and Religion: jasonwhitakerandgrace.wordpress.com Daily Life Blog: fjasonwhitaker.wordpress.com GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh   gf.me/u/zngxxz   Watch me live each night on my Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuZxvV2KZgC8nkSHYtUoAkQ https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker http://paypal.me/jason29171 https://www.ti...