Tuesday, November 16, 2021

- November 16, 2021

I am sitting here thinking about my writing and my future. I know that the odds are against me. I know that I will have to fight and struggle if I want to achieve anything.

I want to be hopeful but my depression is a constant companion. All of my life I have had this depression but there have been times in which the depression was deep inside and I lived blissfully ignorant.

I have always been an outsider. One that no one wants to get to know. The one that is not included or when I am included it's out of charity.

I get advice that doesn't fit who I am and ignores what I am capable of for what I am not.

My sinuses, allergies have been an issue recently and I don't know what to do.

I am worried about certain changes that could happen soon and I don't know how I will deal with the loss.

Sometimes I feel as though I am not good enough to do anything because that's how I have been treated all of my life. Sometimes I do think about how talented, how gifted, I am but the fact that no one sees me as being talented I am ignored.

I need to take a moment and then I will write...

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