F Jason Whitaker

Wednesday. When you think about what to do in the future, so much to consider, how do you decide what to do? I have decisions to make.

This evening there is a program at the library but I am not certain I will go due to the chance of a thunderstorm. I hope to do some writing today. I am making progress at writing more thanks to the blogs I have on my writing website.

Monday.  Wednesday I am going to a free community lunch. Tomorrow I am going to the library for an evening program. Wednesday is also a book group meeting at the library. I am in 3 different book groups, clubs, at the library. I want to set aside more time to read.

Sunday. I had a Skype interview for a Summer job at a camp. I did not get the job because I do not have management experience. I do not know what I will do. I know that no one is hiring me and applying to jobs is a waste of time. I need to focus on writing, photography and video. I can only do so much on my own so I need to focus all my efforts on what I can do. I have hope that this year will be the year...

Where would I want to live? If I could move from here, the middle of nowhere, and move anywhere? A big city: Los Angeles or New York? A medium sized city: Atlanta? A small city: Greenville, SC? Move to the town of Columbia, SC or the community of Lexington? Where would make a big difference. I miss living in Los Angeles for many reasons I do not miss Los Angeles for other reasons. Los Angeles: Public Transportation, people may complain about it, it could always be improved, but at least it exists. Opportunity: Even with a larger population there is more opportunity for me. I think about all of the things I would do when I lived in Los Angeles that I am no longer able to do because I live in a rural area. I am stuck here.  Middle of nowhere.

I need to focus, something I have thought about often, yet I keep finding that I do not want to do anything. What helps is getting something, no matter how small, done. Yesterday I started writing on my writing website . I have 3 blogs on there just as I do on my photography website . The three are: short screenplays, short stories, and poetry. I am considering how to organize the blogs I have on my photography site. I like to have something different on each blog.