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Monday, November 17, 2025

 Monday, November 17, 2025 This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Monday, November 17, 2025 Monday. I haven't felt like posting these past few days. As far as I know I'm moving out of this facility Wednesday. I have no idea where I'm going. I'm trying to get through these last couple of days being here...

Friday, November 14, 2025

 Friday, November 14, 2025 This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Friday, November 14, 2025 Friday night. I've been relaxing today. I'm catching up on shows on streaming. I'm counting down the days until my eviction day. Wednesday is the day I'm being evicted...

Tuesday, November 11, 2025

 Tuesday, November 11, 2025 This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Tuesday, November 11, 2025 Tuesday night. It's been cold where I'm currently residing. I've walked outside some but exercised indoors mostly. I've also been watching a show on streaming. I keep thinking about my life after this place...

Monday, November 10, 2025

 Monday, November 10, 2025 This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Monday, November 10, 2025 Friday afternoon I left here for a camping trip to the mountains. I went with my church. It was great. My two best friends were there. I shared a bed with one of my two best friends in a converted horse trailer. The place we went also had two bathrooms with showers. Friday on the way there we stopped at Walmart McDonald's Speedway McDonald's Ingles Saturday we went hiking to Rainbow Falls. It was 3 miles round-trip. The trip came at a perfect time...

Thursday, November 06, 2025

 Thursday, November 06, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Thursday, November 06, 2025 I'm tired. I've been overwhelmed these past few days. I'm currently watching streaming on my TV and listening to music on phone while writing this on my tablet. The trans longue support group on Zoom I was planning to attend tonight has been canceled. I'm excited about the camping trip with my church this weekend. I have no idea what I'm doing but I keep going. I can't give up...

Wednesday, November 05, 2025

 Wednesday, November 05, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Wednesday, November 05, 2025 Wednesday. It was too late last night after the trans longue support group on Zoom to do my blog. Yesterday was a long day. My guardian ad litem came by yesterday. I've exercised and walked today. The Feastables chocolate I won arrived today. I'm looking forward to camping this weekend...

here

The season is over I'm going nowhere I'm still waiting  I've been hating My circumstances. Life goes on without me I'm in-between Waiting to get started. I was carted off to here Nowhere near To where I was So far from my home I'm waiting for someone To help me get out of here.

getting over

Today I'm getting over The things I've been through Over these months of isolation Seclusion has made me think of  So many things I never imagined. Can you see the path before you  After years of remaining in the same place? I'm here alone in an unfamiliar place  Watching the calendar on my phone Shifting from month to month I'm getting over my sorrow  By pushing forward with everything else. I'm trying to imagine life after But all I see are the tears from  these recent years.

Monday, November 03, 2025

 Monday, November 03, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Monday, November 03, 2025 Monday night. I'm looking forward to the weekend and camping with my church. I haven't done much today. I walked and I exercised. I watched streaming. I have another support group on Zoom with trans longue. This one takes place the first and third Thursday of each month.

Sunday, November 02, 2025

 Sunday, November 02, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Sunday, November 02, 2025 Sunday night. I went to New Day Church this morning. It's been a long day. I'm watching Christ Chapel of the Valley on FB at the moment. I'm looking forward to being back in California but I'm going to miss the people I know here and the people I've known back home. I miss the routines I had at home...

Saturday, November 01, 2025

 Saturday, November 01, 2025 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3FDX1HK3WKYRW?ref_=wl_share This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Saturday, November 01, 2025 Today was great overall. My friend Julie took me to cracker barrel and Walmart. It was great seeing her. When she brought me back to the facility I'm being held by DSS I was told by the staff here that DSS told them that I have to tell the staff here, in advance, whenever I go somewhere so they can tell DSS. I'm tired of being a prisoner here.