Sunday, March 31, 2024
Sunday, March 31, 2024
Happy Easter!
I hope the people trapped in the cult of denominations will find the Truth.
I was one of those people who believed their lies for most of my life.
One time I was sucking a guy's dick when I panicked because I was not certain what to expect when it came time for him to finish. I have only sucked a few dicks ever. It had been some time since the last time I sucked a cock.
I was thinking about a time before when I sucked a penis and his cum was salty. I was nervous about this guy being salty.
I thought about how I would know when he was about to finish. I was thinking about what it would be like. I liked his cock. I could have sucked it for hours. I was nervous about reacting to him finishing. I knew I would swallow. It's all I've ever done. Not that I have much experience swallowing.
He was uncut. I did not think I was attracted to uncut guys but his penis was clean and tasted great.
He was cute and I enjoyed talking with him before sucking his cock.
Afterward, we lay on my bed. I was on top of him. We had our clothes on. I could have remained there next to him for hours.
I'm Autistic. Knowing something is going to happen does not always make it easier. Especially whenever I do not know what to expect when it happens.
Sometimes I dream of dreams I’ve dreamt years before,
I feel the days and nights passing in the hours I am waiting,
No dating just constantly wondering if I will ever find a boyfriend,
and sometimes I dream of lives I might have had
if I were not living the one I am currently living.
I was up late last night.
Yesterday I went through some of my stuff. I found things I had forgotten about.
I need more space to organize and arrange my things to make it easier to see what I have and find things more easily.
I am feeling lonely. I often wonder what it would be like to have a boyfriend.
I was going somewhere today but I decided to wait until tomorrow.
I do not know what I will do today.
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