F Jason Whitaker

Sunday, March 31, 2024 Happy Easter! I hope the people trapped in the cult of denominations will find the Truth. I was one of those people who believed their lies for most of my life. One time I was sucking a guy's dick when I panicked because I was not certain what to expect when it came time for him to finish. I have only sucked a few dicks ever. It had been some time since the last time I sucked a cock. I was thinking about a time before when I sucked a penis and his cum was salty. I was nervous about this guy being salty. I thought about how I would know when he was about to finish. I was thinking about what it would be like. I liked his cock. I could have sucked it for hours. I was nervous about reacting to him finishing. I knew I would swallow. It's all I've ever done. Not that I have much experience swallowing. He was uncut. I did not think I was attracted to uncut guys but his penis was clean and tasted great. He was cute and I enjoyed talking with him before suckin...

Saturday, March 30, 2024 I think it is nice if you want to pray for someone, but have you considered what else you can do for that person? The moment you are in bed, in the morning, you realize you have little interest in getting out of bed but you also realize that you do not want to remain in bed. Summer days heat and thunderstorms music playing wishing I had someone to dance with while the hours passing and the memories of you fading... I am going to a few places today. I plan to go to a few places tomorrow. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/5htw2lz⁠ ⁠https://jason29171.substack.com/⁠ ⁠⁠http://Fjasonwhitakerwriter.com ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://medium.com/@jason29171⁠⁠ https://www.viewbug.com/member/jason29171 https://neobook.org/jason29171/ ⁠⁠https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker⁠⁠ ⁠https://publicfast.com?deal=jason71⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.fjasonphoto.c...

Friday, March 29, 2024 Religious people who are religious because they believe that being religious will make them better than others are fake people. They believe that going to a building each week makes them superior to others. When Grammarly tells you to change a sentence and the suggested change makes no sense. This AI will turn your sentence into gibberish. Poem: Into dreams, I begin images arrange strange things occur events I observe random and eclectic moments contained in seconds of night visions. I am going to a few places today. Today was laundry day. I have no idea what else I will do today. Listen to my podcasts later today. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/5htw2lz⁠ ⁠https://jason29171.substack.com/⁠ ⁠⁠http://Fjasonwhitakerwriter.com ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://medium.com/@jason29171⁠⁠ https://www.viewbug.com/member/jas...

Thursday, March 28, 2024 I recall being indoctrinated into religion. The cult of Denominations. These buildings of lies have one purpose: control. They want to make you feel guilt for being who you are and use that guilt to collect money. This is no different from the scammers who take money from people on the internet. I never gave anything more than some change and years of my life to the cult of denominations. Have you ever wondered how the penis is formed? I mean how it comes to look like it does for each person. There are so many shapes and sizes of penis. What factors determine what a penis will look like. I wish I could remember what my penis looked like growing up so that I could see if it has changed that much over the years. What determines the size of the penis? Mine is small when I'm not excited. It's not as small when I am excited. It's longer sometimes. I have no idea why my penis looks so different at different times. I wake from vivid dream...

Wednesday, March 27, 2024 How do you know you are attracted to someone? I have a mental checklist, not a complete checklist at the moment, but things I would look for in a potential boyfriend. I would need to want to spend time with him. I would have to want to have sex with him. There are other things I look for in a guy. I could never know if I was attracted to a guy until I spent time with him. He would have to have a nice cock. Poem: Slow days while dreaming of a time long gone. I imagine you then. I imagine you now. I wonder if I ever knew you so well. I asked you but your reply was no. I don't know what we had but I loved those hours. I keep thinking about my writing and how much I want to do with my writing. The problem is getting myself to sit down and write. The problem is getting myself to focus on my writing. I have so many things that I would like to do and so many things that I am constantly thinking about. Most days I do not do more than my d...

Tuesday, March 26, 2024 Once I dreamt of a life of potential, now I’m waiting for anything more than this silence. In a van, we sat in years ago, your hand… <Continued on my Patreon> I was planning to go somewhere today but I decided to remain home. It has been raining. I have plans... <Continued on my Patreon> https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/5htw2lz⁠ ⁠https://jason29171.substack.com/⁠ ⁠⁠http://Fjasonwhitakerwriter.com ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://medium.com/@jason29171⁠⁠ https://www.viewbug.com/member/jason29171 https://neobook.org/jason29171/ ⁠⁠https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker⁠⁠ ⁠https://publicfast.com?deal=jason71⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.fjasonphoto.com/⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/Z6P9332V8VAW?ref_=wl_share⁠⁠ ⁠⁠Another Day, Another Podcast⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.linkedin.com/in/j...