Friday September 18, 2020

 Friday.


I feel tired after going to bed late last night and getting up this morning. I went to one place for some free food I had on their app. I have written some today but not much. I have a Zoom group this evening.

I hope to work on my writing and I am considering what else I could do today.

It's not easy not thinking about how alone I am. I have no close friends and I have never had a boyfriend. I really want a boyfriend. I am trying not to think about it because I doubt I will have one anytime soon, if ever.

A hat I won arrived today. US Open. Sports related.

Another package was scheduled to arrive today though it still has not been picked up. I think it is the prize I won through T-mobile.

I am feeling somewhat horny at the moment or it's loneliness. I have no idea what to do with these emotions. I have a need to be held and a need for... I am feeling a need to feel someone next to me. I will focus on my writing because there's nothing I can do about my feelings.

I'm hopeful that things will improve and that I will not always be alone.


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