F Jason Whitaker

  Friday, February 28, 2025 I'm depressed. Someone I care about was told today that she might only have 6 months to live. I don't know what I'll do when she's gone. I don't know if I'll go anywhere today. I'm considering my plans. My head hurts and I've been crying...

  Thursday, February 27, 2025 Thursday. It's forecasted to rain today so I'm not going anywhere. It's early and I've already completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games. I need to decide what to do today or I'll end up doing nothing. You can still see the videos that you can see my cock. I'm not ashamed of my penis. I have always wondered if it's big enough. I've received multiple compliments about it in the past. I'm not going to post a bunch of photos or videos of my dick but I don't mind showing it sometimes including showing it to someone in person. I'm hoping that I'll meet the right guy and I'll finally have my first boyfriend. I'm not interested in older guys. I'd like someone who I can relate with and someone about my size. I am tired of being alone. In the past I made a few mistakes including allowing old men to suck my cock. I think one of them wanted a relationship from me but I wasn't attracted to him....

  Wednesday, February 26, 2025 It's Wednesday again. I posted new videos including one that ends on a photo of my penis. I wonder how many people will see it. This isn't the first video I've included imagery of my cock. I think I'll do it again sometime. I'm going to a free lunch today. I'm also going to Food Lion and possibly CVS.  I'm thinking about things I want to do. It feels overwhelming and I'm uncertain of myself. I think about having my first boyfriend and my first career.  I've completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games. I want to get this done early everyday so I have more time for other things. Have you seen my penis?  I'm looking for a way to start my life. I feel as though I'm not doing all that I could be doing.

  Tuesday, February 25, 2025 I went to Walmart today. I had some coupons. One was for Axe deodorant. The cashier took my coupon but didn't take it off the order. I had another coupon that was for a free can of  cat food but they didn't take off the full amount. Tomorrow I'm going to a free lunch and then Food Lion. I'll consider going to CVS as well.  Friday  morning I'm going after free produce. Friday evening is the D&D game night at the library in my community. I don't know what I'm doing Thursday. I want a boyfriend. I'd like to have sex. I'm versatile.  I continue to think that it's possible for me to meet the right guy. I hope that he'll take a chance on me. Soon it'll be March. My birthday is March 15th.

  Monday, February 24, 2025 Monday. I'm considering going somewhere tomorrow. I have plans for Wednesday and Friday. I have no idea what I'm doing. I try to keep going. I always look back over my life and wonder what I could have done differently for a better outcome. I'm  trying to start my life with a first career and my first boyfriend. I wonder if anyone will ever hire me and I wonder if anyone will ever be attracted to me. I'm uncertain what to do now.

  Sunday, February 23, 2025 Sunday. I'm feeling lonely. I need a boyfriend. I would like to cuddle. I imagine him behind me, holding me, kissing my neck. I'm versatile. I need a boyfriend who is versatile. I've never had a boyfriend. I want to have a life. I hate being alone. I don't know what I'm doing this week.

  Saturday, February 22, 2025 Saturday. I remained in bed later today because it was cold and I didn't want to get out of bed. I entered to win a truck and a RV today. I hope I win. I'm still hoping to meet my first boyfriend and future husband soon. It seems that guys claiming to be looking for a LTR on dating sites are lying. I've been going through some of my stuff today trying to get rid of something so I don't have as much. I don't feel like doing anything.