F Jason Whitaker

Monday, March 25, 2024 I'm Autistic. I have masked all of my life. I did not know it at the time. My personality would change depending on various factors like where I was at the time or who I was with... I like music. Please do not ask me about my favorite genre. I do not care about genres. I do not always remember the names of singers or bands. I often forget about songs I like because I like so many different songs for various reasons. I like the songs that I like. <Insert Religious Text Here> <Insert> <Penis> <Joke> <Here> <Laughter> <Laughter> <Laughter> Time is but the measure of moments I regret, words left unspoken and times I wish I could have realized how you meant to me before... <Continued on my Patreon> I have no idea what I will do the rest of the week. I plan to go to a free lunch on Wednesday but it is dependent on the weather. <Continued on my Patreon> ht...

Sunday, March 24, 2024 Imagine time is a string pulling you forward, unwinding from a sweater, revealing things hidden by design. Do you ever watch a TV series and become so interested in the characters that when the series ends you miss them as though you knew them? Do you ever question the things you've been told all of your life? Start now. If no one laughs is it still a joke? Clear my mind of the bad things, hear the sound of silence, feel the day wrap around me in the sunshine. These are the hours we... <Continued on my patreon> It's Sunday. It's the first day of a new week. I need to establish certain things as a part of my daily routine of it will not get done. Is it possible for someone like me to have a life? A full life. I want friends. I want a boyfriend. I want a career. I want my own place to live. I could not live with roommates because of my PTSD from trauma. <Continued on my Patreon...

Saturday, March 23, 2024 I have no friends. I would like to have friends. I would need to be very selective about who I am friends with... I spend most of my time alone. I do not want to be alone all the time. I want to spend time with people I am comfortable being around. There was a time in my life when I listened to music some refer to as Christian Music. I do not listen to this music as often now as before. I find it unoriginal and lacking key elements that make music worth listening to over and over again. I began writing jokes in a notebook because I usually forget jokes whenever I think of one which is not often but now I have a notebook to write them in when I remember that I have a notebook to write them in. I have written one joke in my notebook. I’ve found myself alone after all of these years, the tears that once fell as I waited for dreams are the same tears I keep within while waiting for my dreams to come true. I flew to… (Continued on my Patreon) I spend most of m...

Friday, March 22, 2024 Do you ever avoid doing something you want to do? I feel tired most of the time. Another blog post. What is religion? Knock Knock Joke... I had planned to go somewhere this morning. I decided to stay home. The forecast called for rain today. I have been home all day. I feel tired... Have you bought my books on Amazon? I post a new poem each day to my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/5htw2lz⁠ ⁠https://jason29171.substack.com/⁠ ⁠⁠http://Fjasonwhitakerwriter.com ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://medium.com/@jason29171⁠⁠ https://www.viewbug.com/member/jason29171 https://neobook.org/jason29171/ ⁠⁠https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker⁠⁠ ⁠https://publicfast.com?deal=jason71⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.fjasonphoto.com/⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/Z6P9332V8VAW?ref_=wl_share⁠⁠ ⁠⁠Another Day, Another Podcast⁠⁠ ...

Thursday, March 21, 2024 For a moment, this morning, I considered staying in bed. I'm Irish English French and German. I am a citizen of the United States. I am Autistic with ADHD and PTSD. I am Genderfluid, Bigender. I am a creative person. I am single and unemployed. These things are a part of who I am. I want to find a group of believers, others like me, to study and fellowship with but I believe that will be impossible. Why you want to work for a company other than pay is ridiculous. Why does this question appear on job applications? The reason you work is to earn a living. I planned to submit to a writing program but I thought I had more time. I missed the deadline. I will post a new poem on my Patreon. I went somewhere this morning. I did not feel like going anywhere. I wanted to stay in bed. I am going to a few more places today. I am going to a few places tomorrow. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photogr...

Wednesday, March 20, 2024 I do not feel like writing anything new here. I will post something on my Patreon, including a new poem for today. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/5htw2lz⁠ ⁠https://jason29171.substack.com/⁠ ⁠⁠http://Fjasonwhitakerwriter.com ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://medium.com/@jason29171⁠⁠ https://www.viewbug.com/member/jason29171 https://neobook.org/jason29171/ ⁠⁠https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker⁠⁠ ⁠https://publicfast.com?deal=jason71⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.fjasonphoto.com/⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/Z6P9332V8VAW?ref_=wl_share⁠⁠ ⁠⁠Another Day, Another Podcast⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://gurushots.com/jasonwhitaker29171/photos⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://youtube.com/@jason29171⁠⁠ video editing: ⁠⁠https://youtu.be/-zz6ZQOFQes⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.youtube.com/wa...