F Jason Whitaker

 Wednesday, July 31, 2024 I recall the various moments of my life. Looking back I can see that I was alone all of the time. I imagine various life options and do not know how to obtain them. When I began this journey, I had no idea where it would take me. Now that I look back on the beginning of this journey, I am thankful that I asked those first questions. Those questions resulted in this journey of discovery. I sometimes laugh when I shouldn't or not laugh when everyone else is. I plan to go somewhere this evening. Saturday is the Queer Game Night. I do not have a ride to the game night as of now but I hope to have a ride. I will walk if I do not find a ride as long as the weather is nice. I did some laundry this morning. Today is the last day of July. ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/5htw2lz⁠ ⁠https://jason29171.sub

Tuesday, July 30, 2024 I'm writing again. I hope to write a short story daily. I am barely able to motivate myself to do anything. I find it difficult to find a reason to do anything. I am considering what to make videos about. I hope to find something to make videos about. I can post these videos on my YouTube channel and other sites. I think I could write jokes again if I could get myself in the right mood. I plan to work on my writing today. I started writing a series of short stories last night. I hope to continue writing this series of short stories. I plan to add time each day to spend writing to my daily routine. I am considering going somewhere tomorrow evening but do not know if I will go. I have plans on Saturday. I came across a short story I wrote and I will post it to my Patreon today. ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: ⁠https://a.c

 Monday, July 29, 2024 Soon it will be August. Soon it will be October and Halloween. Yesterday I had planned to do more but I felt tired all day. I did not do the things I had planned. One time I had some face paint on my face in some sort of design while at an event and I had an ignorant person call me a clown. Having some face paint on your face doesn't make you a clown. Are clowns funny or annoying? I am going to one place today. I plan to work on my writing today. I do not have any plans until Saturday. The Queer Game Night is Saturday.   ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/5htw2lz⁠ ⁠https://jason29171.substack.com/⁠ ⁠⁠https://medium.com/@jason29171⁠⁠ https://www.viewbug.com/member/jason29171 https://neobook.org/jason29171/ ⁠⁠https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker⁠⁠ ⁠https://publicfast.com?deal=jason71⁠ https://filmmakerjaso

 Sunday, July 28, 2024 I have no plans today. I plan to go somewhere tomorrow. I have plans for Saturday evening. I feel tired. I am lonely and horny. I need to find my first boyfriend. I hope to begin my life soon. I imagine what I would do if I had a boyfriend. I am considering what I should do today. A new week begins today. Do you remember the jokes you were told as a child?  ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/5htw2lz⁠ ⁠https://jason29171.substack.com/⁠ ⁠⁠https://medium.com/@jason29171⁠⁠ https://www.viewbug.com/member/jason29171 https://neobook.org/jason29171/ ⁠⁠https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker⁠⁠ ⁠https://publicfast.com?deal=jason71⁠ https://filmmakerjasonwhit.wixsite.com/photo ⁠⁠https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/Z6P9332V8VAW?ref_=wl_share⁠⁠ ⁠⁠Another Day, Another Podcast⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠

Saturday, July 27, 2024 I wonder if anyone is attracted to me. Am I attractive to anyone? I had a dream today. It was about my cock and guys I've met before. I thought about them in my dream and wanted to be with them again. Caturday. Today is Caturday. I went to a few places today. I have no plans until Saturday. There's one thing I could do on Wednesday but I do not think I will do it because of the weather. I felt tired today after going to those few places. I plan to work on my writing and other things this week that starts tomorrow... I need to focus on my writing and other creative things. I need to find a way to earn a living from my creativity. ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/5htw2lz⁠ ⁠https://jason29171.substack.com/⁠ ⁠⁠https://medium.com/@jason29171⁠⁠ https://www.viewbug.com/member/jason29171 https://neobook.org/jaso

 Friday, July 26, 2024 I want a boyfriend. I could play with his cock while we watched movies and TV shows. I'm waiting for the results of my second Autism assessment. I have no idea what will happen next. I have never found love in those buildings of religion. I go through phases when I do not think of funny things to say. This morning I went to where I picked up free produce and received some fruit and vegetables. I have plans tomorrow. I have nothing planned for today. ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/5htw2lz⁠ ⁠https://jason29171.substack.com/⁠ ⁠⁠https://medium.com/@jason29171⁠⁠ https://www.viewbug.com/member/jason29171 https://neobook.org/jason29171/ ⁠⁠https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker⁠⁠ ⁠https://publicfast.com?deal=jason71⁠ https://filmmakerjasonwhit.wixsite.com/photo ⁠⁠https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/Z6P9332V8