Sunday, May 05, 2024

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Sunday, May 05, 2024



I often wonder if I am attractive enough for anyone. I wonder if anyone would be attracted to my body. I wonder if my cock is big enough. I wonder if I am good enough.






I'm Genderfluid. I'm nonbinary. I'm Bigender. I Genderqueer. I'm not a boy or a girl. I'm a boy and I'm a girl. 




I wasted so many years of my life on false religion. I know the Truth now. I know the lies I was told for so many years. I will not be fooled again.






I'm versatile. I do not play the girl role in a relationship. I do not play the boy in a relationship. I have never had a boyfriend. I want a boyfriend. I need a boyfriend to ride my cock. I need a boyfriend so I can ride his cock.

I have found a few Transmen attractive, but I'm still figuring out what that means for me.

I'm not attracted to all guys.

I want a boyfriend. At the moment, my goal is to find a cute, fit, cis boy.






I have not done much today.

I do not know what I will do today.

I want a life. I need my life to begin.





Dreams fill my mind

remind me of my fictitious life

lived each night.


One night we met,

sat in the living room,

kissed and talked

until I went down

and sucked your cock.


In my mind, I live that moment again.




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