F Jason Whitaker

Saturday... I hope to continue to write and read more. I have some new books on my Kindle Fire. I hope to write and publish on Amazon. I also plan to do more video and photography...

Soon we shall say farewell to September and hello to October. I have most of my costume for Halloween. I will be in NYC from October 6 to October 8.

I have been fortunate to win sweepstakes and instant win games. The reason I win is because I enter sweepstakes and play instant win games everyday. I would like to win a house so that I would have a place to live. I want to take the day to think about my future and what I am going to do. I have often imagined that I would have a career, a job, and a house with a car in the garage, but it seems as though I will never get a job. Having a house would be great. I would love to have a tiny house so that I could travel the country. I have no idea what to do. I mean I have things I want to do but I am uncertain about how to make them into a career. I have self doubt. I think I've had it most of my life, but that's a long story that I do not share. What shall I do?

Wednesday. It's going to be a hot day. I have some plans for lunch. I have plans for Saturday. Thursday and Friday? have not figured those days out yet.

Busy day today. Panera Bread. Bi-Lo. Dollar Tree. A visit to my bank. Nothing special. Tomorrow I have plans for lunch.  Saturday I have plans for breakfast and after breakfast. Still nothing special, just the routine. I need a career. I need a place of my own. I need transportation. A tiny house and truck would be great for 2 of these.

If you want to know what I am doing in life or how I am feeling etc. then you should read my 3 daily blogs because I write about my daily life there. If it's not there or on my FB profile then it may not be something I want you to know. My age and other information is found on my FB profile so there is not need to ask me. I do not call anyone unless I have a need to call someone which I usually don't or I will contact you through social media. I still have FB even though there's not much reason to be on there except that I find out about sweepstakes, instant win games, and freebies on FB. I guess it is true that the older generations are now using FB more than my generation.  I post photos of most of what I win or receive in the mail in regards to packages on IG and FB etc. and I have plenty of photos of myself on social media so there's no need to ask me if I have photos. If you want nude or shirtless photos of me, not sure why anyone would want those, then please do n

Sunday. It's time to begin planning for my weekend trip to NYC in October. The week after the trip I will also be out of town working on the movie that I worked on one day earlier this year. I am looking forward to my trip.

I am leaving soon for an event. I would not go but I spend most of my time home, in my room, so I need to go somewhere...

I have 4 coupons for free items on my Food Lion card. Tomorrow I have plans in the evening and there is something being held at the library. I have plans tomorrow but none today. I have stuff I would like to do but will I do them today?

Thursday. Saturday I am going to an Oktoberfest at a Lutheran congregation. Not sure why it is in September unless it is in September in Germany, maybe. I do not go anywhere. I stay home most of the time. There is not really anywhere to go. I do not have a car. I do not live near a city. The closest city to me, Atlanta, is too far. I live in a rural state, South Carolina. MOst of the people I know live elsewhere or they are very busy. Not that anyone cares about me...

I went to Pets Supplies Plus near me yesterday. I thought it went well until I took a better look at my receipt. I used 2 BOGO free coupons for wet cat food. The problem is that the total price of the item was not deducted from my order. I did not get one free when i bought one. I called the store but a person claiming to be the manager was rude and would not listen. This is a small chain store that I shop at several times a year. The prices, overall, are very high. The customer service is adequate at times but horrible in general. I would advise not to shop there. I contacted Amazon concerning the cover I ordered for the iPad I won. I ordered it over a week ago and as of yesterday it had not shipped. I was worried that something went wrong with my order and that it would never ship. The shipping of the order was expedited. It is suppose to arrive tomorrow. It states " Sold by  Fintie  and  Fulfilled by Amazon " on the page of the item I ordered. I'm curious as to why it

I try to consider all of my options, as limited as they are, and make decisions about my future but I really do not know what I will do. I am single. No career. I do not have my own place. I have no transportation. I have cats. I have not had an interview for a job in so long. I write and have submitted some but I'm uncertain if my writing will be bought by anyone. I go out and do photography but I do not make any money. I want to do more videos, maybe daily vlogs, but I don't know what to do them on.

I did some photography today. I have not gone out to do photography for weeks so it was about time... They will be on my site soon...

I look back upon the time spent going to school to study what I am passionate about. I think of those that are doing these things, people that did not go to school to learn about these things, and I think I wasted so much time. I think of people that are pursuing the things I have only dreamt about after having a career for years in other fields. I have not had a first career and people are looking for their second or third career. I have goals and plans. I do not know how to achieve these things...

Saturday. I have yet to have a first career or a full-time job. I have not had a BF or been on a date.  I have hope that things will improve this year. Maybe?

I do not feel like doing anything. I'm in this mood where I do not want to do anything. I need to focus on my writing, photography and video since submitting to job openings is a waste of time. I might do a daily vlog starting today, maybe...

I am hopeful. I have doubts but my hope and faith remain... My links for anyone that wants them: https://www.instagram.com/jason29171/ https://about.me/fjasonwhitaker http://filmmakerjasonwhit.wixsite.com/photo https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://filmmakerjasonwhit.wixsite.com/writer   https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuZxvV2KZgC8nkSHYtUoAkQ

I am on my own. I have no help. I will never be hired by anyone. I will have to do everything on my own, alone. I need to write and publish on Amazon and not post it on a site that anyone can access. I need to do more video and photography. I need to do video that will make people want to watch it and subscribe to my channel. I need to make a living somehow.

NYC trip is in October. The iPad I won (and iTunes gift card) are expected to arrive tomorrow. I need to focus on producing ore video content, more photography and writing (submitting) more often. I have somewhat of a plan but I need to focus. I need to come up with goals and how to achieve those goals...

Monday. I am looking forward to my NYC trip. I plan to do more video and photography beginning this week.

Sunday. New Week. Time to celebrate my progress and plan to do more. I am writing and submitting more often, slowly for now, but I plan to write and submit more often. I have books from the library which has information about places to submit my writing. I hope to make a living from my writing. I might consider the idea of a daily vlog in addition to my blogs. I might consider doing more video and photography. I plan to do video and photography during my NYC trip next month...

I am excited about my trip to NYC next month. Time to begin thinking about what I will pack and what I will pack it inside. I will limit what I bring to what I need so that I have no checked baggage.

I wonder if anyone reads my blogs and why... Thanks for reading. I need to grow my readership in regards to my blogs but also my writing in general. I need more visitors to my sites including my photography and writing sites. I need ways to monetize all of this so that I will have the funds to do more and better content. 

A hurricane approaches. It is expected to arrive here about Monday. Tonight is the book club at the library. There are now just two book clubs at the library. I may not go tonight....

I have submitted some writing to a few places including a story. I plan to continue with that character after some positive feedback. I will write short stories and maybe combine them into an ebook to sell on amazon. I need to write more. I need to just write and not focus on the doubts.

I believe that the workout I am doing now is working. I am isolated at the moment. I live in a rural state with inadequate public transportation. It's not as though I would have anywhere to go if there were adequate public transportation. It comes with living in a rural area near a medium sized town and these small communities. I would be open to doing the open mic scene if there were an open mic scene. I would need to work on a stand-up routine but it would be something to do. I have been told that I can sing. I know that I need help with my signing. I need to learn how to breath while singing instead of holding my breath. I would be open to singing. I love photography but there are so many people doing it as a business, or attempting to do it. I have seen the work of some of these photographers and I wa not at all impressed. I would like to write and direct movies and tv shows but I am not in a location that it would work since there are no actors or crew here and the state film

I need to decide what to pack for the NYC trip. I am taking a camera. My Nikon. I think I will bring the iPhone and Ipad Mini. Not certain if I will have the iPad by then but I won't have a case for it. I need to do something. Not worry so much about what next or being perfect.

I am feeling somewhat better from last night. I need to decide what I will do the rest of today...

Saturday. I need to decide what I shall do the rest of today.

Friday... Time to make plans for this month. I have some coupons I need to use this month. I might walk to Chipotle to redeem the coupon I have and use my gift cards. I need to look at the free stuff I have for movies and see when and if they expire. I need to get ready for my NYC trip. I need to have my camera batteries charged and decide what to pack and what to pack it in...